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i'm proud of my heritage
Before we get started, please allow me a moment to first of all, state the fact that I have never claimed to have talent and secondly, that I actually have none. (The ridiculously long, unnecessary and comma separated sentences, will attest to this.)
I am fuelled internally not by any sense of self-motivation or want to do anything worthwhile with my life, but simply; and devastatingly superficially; by the need to be better, in any and every way, than everyone and everything around me. Including myself.
While others around me, including my friends, are motivated to better the world around us, create pieces of art and literature that will, hopefully, inspire great thought and conversation, my aims in life are to be thinner than, prettier than, to drink more than, smoke more than, party more than, bake and eat more pineapple upside down cakes than, go to the toilet more than, make more money than, drive a better car than, grow more tomatoes than, sleep with more men (and women) than, go to a better uni than, write better stories than, drop out of more schools than and be fired from more jobs than those around me.
I am not disillusioned by reality that I am never going to best everyone in the world at any given thing that they do. On the contrary, it is this knowledge that wakes me up in the morning, gets me to brush my teeth and walk out of the front door every day to prove that reality and never mean nothing.
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