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The Mind Recoils In Horror

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"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me."

I want to be different, like everybody else I want to be like.
I want to be just like all the different people.
I have no further interest in being the same, because I have seen difference all around, and now I know that that's what I want.
I don't want to blend in and be indistinguishable, I want to be a part of the different crowd, and assert my individuality along with the others who are different like me.
I don't want to be identical to anyone or anything.
I don't even want to be identical to myself.
I want to look in the mirror and wonder, "who is that person? I've never seen that person before; I've never seen anyone like that before."
I want to call into question the very idea that identity can be attached.
I want a floating, shifting, ever changing persona: Invisibility and obscurity, detachment from the ego and all of it's pursuits.
Unity is useless.
Comformity is competitive and divisive and leads only to stagnation and death.
If what I'm saying doesn't make any sense, that's because sense can not be made.
It's something that must be sensed.
And I, for one, am incensed by all this complacency.
Why oppose war only when there's a war?
Why defend the clinics only when they're attacked?
Why are we always reactive?
Let's activate something.
Let's fuck shit up.
Whatever happened to revolution for the hell of it?
Whatever happened to protesting nothing in particular?
Just protesting.
Cause' it's Saturday.
And there's nothing else to do?
Thou Shalt Not...
Fuck that.
Thou fucking shall. ...and all you'll end with then is a sheep full of dead ducks, and that's no good to anyone, is it?

There are 2 kinds of people in this world. I'm neither.

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but whips and chains excite me,
So... throw me down, and tie me up and show me that you like me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Myself. Like in a dark alley. I'll get that bastard. Or die trying.

My Blog

Lacks Cataclysm.

I always get bummed out at weather events, when they stop. I just wish they'd keep going. They never do. I'd love to see snow to the point of a break down in society. True humanity shines in disaster....
Posted by on Sat, 10 Jan 2009 07:50:00 GMT

The quantum search for meaning.

   We live in a whirlpool of reality dreams, asking all the while, "What is reality?" while all the while it goes unseen before us in the present moment. It is there before you. It is some c...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 06:08:00 GMT

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And with that he plummeted toward the earth. Grasping and clawing in descent. With a thunderous clap , impact. This was not going to be easy. Nothing with any worth usually is. The road out of hel...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 02:57:00 GMT

It gets so bad sometimes I can’t even sleep.

I had a lot of questions before this past summer happened. It only gets worse. The more questions we ask the more questions I have. The more I study the more I realize I don't know. I was thinking tod...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 04:31:00 GMT

You complete me.

"Each lifetime is the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. For some there are more pieces. For others the puzzle is more difficult to assemble. But know this: You do not have within yourself all the piece...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 07:34:00 GMT

Blood. Lust.

Manic.The things that should have been , still to come.Racing mind.There is no music loud enough.Anxiety.Nothing is enough.Will it ever be?Destroy what you are.Come and be with me.Reinvention.Bathe in...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 15:34:00 GMT

Drawing 1.

The cool breeze blew the mans already weathered hair erratically, he did not notice. This common phenomena did not however occur without consequence. Events that human minds nearly connot conceive, gr...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 10:43:00 GMT

Portal (Still Alive...)

Portal is a game.It's on the Half Life engine, if that means anything to you.Typically bundled with the orange box, previously sold seperately, or via Steam.A game , especially a non rpg has not capti...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 18:40:00 GMT

Dogageddeon

The dogs are -flipping- out...Sj is screaming, awake, sad for her... It was Liza at the door.I had intended to write, lots of thoughts, unfullfilled, bouncing still, need to be static, stationary, som...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 07:17:00 GMT

My "place" in the universe*

I had never been exposed to philosophy before this weekend.Truly, this past weekend has changed my life forever.I'm charged, excited, amazed, thankful, determined.Somewhere I fit?Smart people make eac...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 14:41:00 GMT