[]_ CoxXy _[]
-[]- My Grim View On Society!
My words can be like weapons of mass destruction! -[]-
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over the years ive changed so much, i can see it in myself...theres so much that i would change if only i knew then what i know now. So many things i would of done or done differently.
I know that this is my life and those days are gone.
Thing is now days i cant help but wonder could my days be numbered? so many people loosing their lives over things so petty, mobile phones and stupid things like that! Its getting close to home as well.
The country is rapidly loosing control, everyday becomes a fight! a fight to be who you are....a fight for the right...to live!!
I've leart now to live for the moment and not place all my hopes and dreams on one thing..ive been there and done that and my dreams got shattered by the thing i thought i was dreaming of! Ironic really.
Im not perfect, nobody is! I say im not normal...but who can say that they are? who can say what normal is....but i am who i am.
I dont how ever like:
[] 2 faced people! []
[] people who act like they know me when they actually know shit all about me []
[]arrogent guys who think that they are superior to other people....actually just people in general who think they are better then other people when they dont know the person they are tryin act better then![]
[]narrow minded people[]
[]patetic bullshit liars who want to interfere in my life! and or lie![]
[] AND WORST OF ALL! FAKES!
THE PEOPLE YOU THINK YOU CAN TRUST!
THE ONES WHO YOU THINK HAVE YOUR BACK!
BUT ARN'T AS THEY ONCE SEEMED![]
now.....you dont even wanna get me started on what i think about this god forsaken country!
so i shall leave it now with some words from a track by
ESSKAY
he's in my top friends so check him out
'We're living in a world where the young ones blaze green
to help them cope
But they dont realise usually things are not always as bad as they seem'
'Everydays a fight for survival
when we were born we had good spirits
we were well manered, good natured children on arrival
Some children look up to the bible
but most children look up to a negative idol
most of us badmind we see positivity as a rival
the grime scene is much more then music
its a mind state dark like nightfall
everybody wants to blow like shots from a rifle
they want peice of the cake like someones handing our trifle
and if i dont blow thats my fault
i choose the path that i take i life, i dont care for the distance
thats the route i'll walk'
Esskay's lyrics are influential to me, they are truesay.
Esskay big up you man!
Blessed.
Standard!
x- Bless! -x
These are some influential words by an artist called;
Black The Ripper
Song;
Let out my pain
These are a few lines from that song that have really got into my head.
'Are you the type to breeze out in a fight, and leave your best friend there to get knifed.
Im not i'll rock without thinkin twice, swinging arms and digging out eyes'
'I wont crack when its crunch time, im on the front line
i'll just tell a boy one time, like a gentleman.
If he dont listen, i must resort to switchin'
'on road, i stay on my guard.
Dont point, cause off point could get you scared'
'i dont like fighting, id rather live richious cause one day i might just get knifed
and get left on the floor lifeless, no ambulance, no good simaritans.
just a rowdy crowd gathered around me with phone cameras'
The words in this song are deep but if you look at this country and what its become i dont think allot of people can deny its out of hand now!
'Black the ripper - let out my pain' < listen to this track and take a long hard think about things.
Respect!
Big up the safe people in my life init!
Leeba: i dont see ya as much as i should i know but ya my boy still
safe
Shiva: bruv....what are you sayin about the americans on rainbow six
Cheers for being there for me as well you and lisha are over blessed for all your support.
Faye: you stuck by me throu some shit times.....and i did same for you!
Wolf & Soldier!
safe x
yeah and all the others that have been over blessed to me and not been fakes!
you know who you are cause ya prob in my top friends.