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Looook at me noooow

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About Me


About me:

Paul
Look At Me Now


"shake your heads. shake your fists, fuck it shake your dicks just dont keep still"
Paul
I have had a reality check recently that sometimes you've got to fight for even the things you feel will always be there, and so its my time to learn to fight.
FACT:
People dont take me particularly seriously.
For one reason or another, too many people seem to think that I am "Background-Boy; The ULTIMATE Sub-plot"
Well I'm not. I am as real as any of you, I'm just not as in your face. I'm not as outwardly full of myself. I am what I am, and the important people know who that is, so I'm not going to shove it in your faces.
My life isn't quite perfect. I love it about 30% of the time, the rest of the time I meander along, feebly joining in on the outskirts of life, because for 70% of time, the things that make me who I am aren't around.
My friends, my family, my girlfriend. Most importantly my girlfriend.
Just because I dont love my life, it doesnt mean I'm not happy.
I love the life I can potentially have one day.
I have the perfect girlfriend, a good career lined up, awesome friends.
It has occurred to me, life isn't just in the making, it's in the maintaining. And for the first time in my 21 years, I swear to myself, and anyone who has got far enough down this dossier of demi-self-exposure, that I WILL maintain the life I have, and that I want.
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I can't even begin to say how much I love this girl
Sometimes we laugh, sometimes we dont. Thats how life is.
Whether any of you believe it/ doubt it/ dont want it/ dont care, We are forever.
You are beautiful, you are funny, you are unique, you are very very beautifully slim (!), and you are who I am supposed to be with.
I love you
xxx

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Music:

BFMV, trivium, underoath, protest the hero, bleeding through, Slash, avenged sevenfold, Hawthorne Heights (fuck off), anything that is screamo, or emo-screamo, or hardcore, mostly anything with quality in that kinda fiiiield. oh, yeah, evanescence. oh, and fallen hero pwn. hehehe

Movies:

Sereni-fuckin-ty. god its amazing. river, your damned fine.... spiderman 1 n 2 (kirsten dunst is rank btw)... oh i dont kno, lots.

Television:

MOTD of course and the great channel that is SCUZZ

Books:

anything by terry pratchett. and lotr is ace as well.

Heroes:



My Blog

General Musings

I am currently sat on my chair, on my computer. im not sat on both my chair and my computer you understand, I am simply sat on the chair, with the computer nearby, an intoxicating duet you may say.It ...
Posted by Looook at me noooow on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:09:00 PST

Download 2007

D0wn|0ad 2oo7 yeah fuckers!! paul went to download!! steph has already beaten me to a download analysis, and others may have too, I haven't checked, but fuck it, my turn for some input =)Oh em FUCKING...
Posted by Looook at me noooow on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 03:03:00 PST

My Christmas

Hey allWell, I just have completed potentially the best week and half period of my life.On the 22nd of December, i finished work for christmas, due back on the 3rd of january. at that point, im pretty...
Posted by Looook at me noooow on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 03:51:00 PST

Harsh...

Right people, its back.I am about to bring a tale to you of deafening pain, of circumstances so wicked, and cruel in their intention that grown men (myself) have been brought to tears.As we all know, ...
Posted by Looook at me noooow on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 12:21:00 PST

Re-avengeance

Yo folksBack by popular demand is my blog (cheers heather).And just like last time, i have nothing of any interest to tell y'all.I shall start by being completely pissed off.A blessing in disguise to ...
Posted by Looook at me noooow on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 05:20:00 PST

blog 01

Holler I cant imagine why anyone would want to read what i have to say. but, wotever. i dont even know wot a blog is. am i supposed to tell u exactly wot im thinking rite now? or if im doing sumthing ...
Posted by Looook at me noooow on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 09:12:00 PST