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About Me

Kay so. My life is tara melindy
well theres so many words to explain how
Amazingg she is to me.
Ive never been treated so right. Nothings felt so
right
some people go through there entire lives trying to
find this specail someone, a soul mate. I indeed found
Mine.
I Love You
Okay hii im Blair.
Well id like to talkk to someone who has a brain..
wait.. who can use it. Im short tempered but over that
im a pretty nice person,im honest and trusting
The best part in my life.. are the people in it.
they make it worth while. Im a sort of person who
belives in the imposible.. im not crazy but i keep
an opened mind.well this is me.
Dedacatid To Kayla Oja
And to reflect is to regret throwing it all away and
apathy my one way
Street it took so much from me separated by this
divide I created
Through my fears and in your tears you tried to show
blind eyes and
Tell deaf ears if we can make it through the
landslide standing we'll
Lift each other up to see the bliss on the horizon
been looking
In from the outside lately I've seen who I used to be
and it's not me
And we can keep healing and we can keep holding on I
just want to take
You where our time won't be waste anymore through the
mountains on the
Water we'll stay engulfed in one another and when I
can wake up to see the
Sunrise in your eyes and we'll finally be free I'll
know I've made it home so lets go out west
And bask in the overcast and walking through the rain
we'll see the
Beauty in life again
Kayla. I wrote that a while ago. And even till this day
I cant stop thinking about you. How could you ever
Think i wouldnt and didnt miss you ever.
It pains me to know your last moments you felt alone
And that no one cared. Till this day. i still cry over
you, and im still missing your phone calls in the
of the night. My chest swells at every memorie weve
had together, in such pain that wont take itself away.
For some reason. Im writing this here, thinking maybe
Another one of kaylas friends would read this
Maybe one of you would understand?
idk.

My Interests


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I'd like to meet:


ohh, darling layouts

Music:

Darkest Hour.agonyscene,childrenofbodom,clash,covenat,cradleoffilth,
damageplan,darktranquility,disturbed,godsmack,hatebreed,
hawthorneheights,battlecat,jackoffjill,korn,lambofgod,
linkinpark,marilynmanson,mortiis,murder
dolls,ramones,rancid,redjumpsuitappartus,requimforadream
robzombie,slipknot,systemofadown,takingbacksunday,
therion,toxicnarcotic,trivum,underoath,TOOMANY.

Movies:

Scary movies are my fav!butt these are acceptions;
PracticalMagic
TheNotebook
AWalkToRemember
23
1408
Alot like love
me myself & ireen

Television:

Americas Next Top Modle
only beginning of american idol(funtolaughat.)
hmm americas funniest home vids(whentheygethurt.omg.)
ill say only once.. oc.

Books:

I read waaaaay to much
Bitch Posse
Chains,Hooks,& Knifes
JackTheRipper
Lunatic cafe
all anne rice's
guilty pleasures
The circus of the damned
the laughing corpse
the killing dance
k too many..

Heroes:

Kayla Oja For Being the best damn
friend anyone could ever ask for, and inspritation
In life, my life.
Nikki for being the first person
i call when things fuck up
Alisha always listening and always
having a good time ,My older sister.
Cass you always have a smile on
and youve gone so far from last year i look up to you
Tashhhh Only person who knows what
the fuck im taking about half of the time, You get me.

My Blog

Just yet another poem...

It's been a month,Of fake smiles and tears,Silent dark nights,And recommencing on the years.Lost simple time,Wishing you were here,Constantly wondering how,You could just disappear.Asking questions,Tr...
Posted by :T¹O±±±= HEARTS B±O±±± on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 09:36:00 PST

stupidd..

Yu only see the wounds ive made.The wounds on the surface, i make with my razorblade.What yu dont see is these wounds heal, the wounds inside.The wounds that torchure my soul, my razorblade is on...
Posted by :T¹O±±±= HEARTS B±O±±± on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:38:00 PST

JustAPoem..

Poem..YOUR GAMEThe dice are rolled,the wheel spins,My turn has come yur game begins.I move my piece across the board. I Skip a turn,Yu have scored.To Get ahead is my one goal yet "Go Back Two" Is what...
Posted by :T¹O±±±= HEARTS B±O±±± on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 10:19:00 PST