My Best friend Beth some evenings of the week for wine and cigarettes. For Beth is my Watson and I am her Holmes. I don't shine if she doesn' t shine. She knows that I try, to make our lives special everyday, to climb above everybody else. There are ED (gay) times even now, and maybe more to come. If I suceed, I'll take her with me, but even if I fail...I know she'll be there all the same. YUP THAT'S ME SMOOSHING RAY. :P