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About Me

I am a 49 yr. (young) divorced mother of 3. 1 girl and 2 boys. They are 29, 21, and 19. At the writing of this, I had all 3 of my children, but my 21 yr. old son, Jarrod, was murdered on March 8th, 2007. I miss him and the grief is sometimes unbearable. Finally, the person who murdered my son confessed, but he only got 3 yrs. in a Juvenile Facility, and he could be out in 2 yrs. with good behavior. I am glad to know who did it, but it won't bring my son back. Maybe someday I will have some closure, but it's just to soon to forgive.
..I have 2 grandkids (boy and girl) who are my pride and joy! My kids, grandkids and all my other family are the most important things to me in the whole world. My kids all have a great sense of humor and each have their own distinct personalities and are just neat people. I learned (finally) to let my kids dress, pierce something, get tattoos, and listen to their own music. I mean, I wore bell bottoms with stuff embroidered on them and listened to music my Mom really didn't like. So this is the phase they are going through just like we did. I don't stare at anyone who has blue hair or piercings, or whatever; I just smile at them because you can't judge someone by the way they look. And a couple of weeks ago, at age 48...I got my first tattoo! So I SURE can't say anything about anyone with tattoo's! My daughter got us each one. It was a Mother/Daughter bonding thing. If someone would've told me a few years ago that I would be sitting in a tattoo chair, I would've laughed at them. I was a real, well I guess the only word that fits is "a prude". Not anymore though! I am going through my "first" childhood since I never got to when I was little. But that is one of my biggest "pet peeves"; people who make fun of other people because they are heavy or have a mental illness or are different in some way. Just because a person is heavy doesn't mean they hit the "All you can eat" buffet every day. It could be because of medication, or a medical problem. And we could be in a car accident or something and end up with a brain injury and look like the ones people make fun of. So I think you should not avoid these people, but give them a smile. It may be the only one they've had that day...or longer.
I live in Roswell, NM (yes, the home of the supposed alien crash site)I have never seen an alien except when we have the UFO festival!! It's a big event with music, food booths, and LOTS of weird UFO fanatics. But hey, it brings money into the city, so I guess it's a good thing!I have been divorced for 14 yrs.; currently have nobody special in my life. But who knows, maybe my Prince Charming will come riding up on a... Harley! Well, I can dream at least!
AIN'T NUTHIN' LIKE THE SOUND OF A HARLEY!
I worked for a Pathology lab; first as a courier (I picked up surgical specimens from the hospital and the doctors offices). Sounds sort of morbid, huh? But it was actually very interesting. I tell you, I've seen pretty much every body part that has been removed from a human! (But yet I almost pass out when I see someones stitches or a bad cut and stuff on someone!) Then I went to into Data Entry. The Pathologists I worked for were like family. And they didn't seem like doctors. They were hilarious and were always joking around. You could never be really serious with them; they wouldn't let you. I really liked working there and I miss it.
My Great-Great Grandmother was Cherokee, and she died on "The Trail Of Tears". I am very proud of my Indian heritage, and I taught my kids to be. My daughter's Dad was 1/2 Laguna Indian, so her Native American heritage comes from both sides of the family!
Ani-Yunwiya-PRINCIPAL PEOPLE
CHEROKEE FLAG
CHEROKEE PRIDE!!!
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Well, I guess that's pretty much about me. I'm just a simple, uncomplicated person. I have an autoimmune disease that caused me to have to quit working, and I really hate that. But even though the disease gets me down every once in a while, it's not going to beat me!!! I won't give in to it or else it's won! Music is VERY much a part of my life. I believe it helps keep the mind young and alert. It's a part of my soul. I don't live an exciting life, but I am content and I guess that is what matters. I do miss having my son's and all their friends around the house. It was so much fun watching them and listening to them. Now the house is too quiet. Don't be fooled by my page...even though it is psychedelic and has a lot of "hippie" stuff on it doesn't mean I embraced everything about that culture. I love the Lord with all my heart.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

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BILLY LANE ON HIS PSYCHO BILLY CADILLAC, THE FIRST HUBLESS CHOPPER

This is for you my dear daughter...I would like to meet Ted Nugent. He gets so much flack over hunting; but what people don't realize is that he and his family eat everything they kill. He doesn't just shoot it and leave it laying there. And if people didn't hunt, the animals would overpopulate and starve to death. So which is worse?

TED NUGENT...THE MOTOR CITY MADMAN!

Last, but certainly NOT least, I would give anything to meet Peter Steele from the group "Type O Negative". He is 6'7" of gorgeous (I think) hunk of man! That long black hair and a face that looks like it's been chiseled by the Gods. Ok, I'm getting a little carried away, but I guess you see how I feel about him. :-D And besides, it's not fair that my daughter got to meet him, close up and personal and I haven't!
PETER STEELE OF TYPE O NEGATIVE...OH YEAH!!

PETER STEELE SLIDESHOW

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"IT'S BETTER TO BURN QUICKLY AND BRIGHT, THAN SLOWLY AND DULL, WITHOUT A FIGHT"

UFO???!!!!! SORRY, I DON'T BELIEVE; IT WAS TESTING BY THE MILITARY

BUBBA, MY BIGFOOT BUDDY...I BELIEVE!!!

NEW MEXICO'S NATIONAL TREE....

My Blog

MY LAST VICTIM'S IMPACT STATEMENT; HOPE IT WORKS TO KEEP A KILLER IN JAIL

To The Juvenile Probation Board:My name is Brenda Staten and I am the Mother of Jarrod Brackeen who wasmurdered by Eric Aldaz. This is a plea from the deepest part of myheart that this young ADULT not...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Feb 2009 09:50:00 GMT

METH...THE SILENT AND IGNORED KILLER

                                   There is a scourge that is taking over the United States. It takes away a person's perception of right and wrong. It sucks out the very soul of a person. It becomes ...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 23:20:00 GMT

FRIENDSHIP AND OTHER PEARLS OF WISDOM

I BELIEVE....      I believe . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 16:22:00 GMT

LIVING WITH BI-POLOR DISORDER

This is a very difficult thing to write about, but I figured if I could write about my "Intervention", then I could do this. If maybe it helps even one person, it will be worth just putting my whole l...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 13:42:00 GMT

JARROD WOULD’VE BEEN 23 YRS. OLD TODAY

I know I posted this in a bulletin, but I wanted to put it here also.This is a very hard day for me, as many have been since Jarrod was murdered. I don't know why, but this one is really difficult for...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 09:45:00 GMT

IS THERE A MOTHERS DAY IN HEAVEN?

Well, Mother's Day is here again. My second one without Jarrod. I wonder if the person that killed him is getting to see his Mom? Some people keep telling me it will get easier, but it hasn't. I keep ...
Posted by on Sun, 11 May 2008 14:55:00 GMT

INTERVENTION

I feel the need to share something with whoever reads this. I'm not really sure why; maybe to help someone else, although I DON'T see any of you with this problem, or maybe it's because I watched the ...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 09:33:00 GMT

MY THOUGHTS ON CAPTCHA~YEAH, I POSTED IT IN A BULLETIN BUT I FELT IT WORTH A HAPPY BLOG

Captcha is a good thing. It helps keeps your site safe so people with nothing better to do can't hack in to it. So I'm a...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 00:45:00 GMT

MY VICTIMS IMPACT STATEMENT...FOR YOU JARROD

FOR ERIC ALDAZ:Eric, I know that anything I have to say to you isn't going to make a difference, but I'm going to anyways. Most likely you will be told to ignore what I have to say because Jarrod was ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 19:13:00 GMT

MY SONS LIFE WAS WORTH 3 YRS.?

The preliminary hearing for my son's murderer was, well, now it would be yesterday. We were there all day. For the first time I got to look into the face and eyes of my son's killer. His attorney sto...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 00:35:00 GMT