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About Me

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perfection.

my apologies..,
i didn't mean to not be what you expected.
conversation ensue;
and i wanna do so many things to you.
some days i really don't see the point of it all.
then i remember it's almost mushroom season =]
i don't want to be mediocre. i want to taste the best life has to offer. i want to die knowing i have lived.
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because
so long I was so in love with you
So I thought.
i ♥
I'm more fun when i'm not thinking.
so let's get wasted...

It all looked so fucking pretty just before.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Alicia's Mum.
MORRI ILY
♥

Earthmother.
I who am the beauty of the green earth
and the white moon among the stars
and the mysteries of the waters.,
I call upon your soul to arise and come unto me.
For I am the soul of nature that gives life to the universe.
From Me all things proceed and unto Me they must return.
Let My worship be in the heart that rejoices, for behold-
all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals.
Let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion,
honor and humility, mirth and reverence within you.
And you who seek to know Me, know that your
seeking and yearning will avail you not, unless
you know the Mystery:
for if that which you seek, you find not within yourself,
you will never find it without.
For behold, and I am that which
is attained at the end of desire.

My Blog

No Subject; Come WIth Me.

They sayI have a way with words. So why is my mind blank at every opportunityto speak to you?When I've reviewedEvery metaphor I'd use,Practising profuseAnd what's the use?As soonas you get too closeAl...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:35:00 GMT

The Outside Perspective.

Well I like you that must mean you like me,coz' how could I feel so much unless you do?Should've known you would come back to bite me,nothing real can come from what starts in untruth.But I blinded my...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Oct 2009 07:05:00 GMT

This is how it works;

I feel much better today&yesterday than I have for a long while.Well actually, the greater part of yesterday I felt like shit, but somewhere betweeen town & 6talking with Ness&Taminga (both completely...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Sep 2009 04:37:00 GMT

So, Peter, You've become a Pirate.

Last night I got too pissed. Felt myself about to crumple so I ran away to the bathroom to cry hysterically for awhile, withoujt really knowing why and knowing it was just everything. Everything and n...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Aug 2009 13:51:00 GMT

Blah

I heard on television the other night that scientists in America have found a way to turn stem cells into sperm.This means, quite literally, that males have ceased to have an actual purpose upon the p...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Aug 2009 02:24:00 GMT

Uncomfortably Ecstatic.

Half of the blue one first, the 'lovey-dovey' one. The pink one's more speedy, he said, more of a go-er.I take a bath, and as I get in I swear I can already feel the tingle. The first little flutter i...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Jul 2009 05:45:00 GMT

Oh Gosh & God's Got Electrocuted.

It's been awhile since I've felt the need to attempt a record of the thoughts currently nibbling their way deeper into my brain.I can almost ignore them, when they're on the outside, floating away in ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 17:19:00 GMT

Bubble Lady.

Southern Oracle; Beaudesert.Saturday Night.Rohan's dissapeared away down the doof trail, I can't remember exactly why. To have a bong with Mark maybe. That campsite is a no-go zone for me, out of my d...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Jun 2009 01:59:00 GMT

Delayed Ecstatic

I took a pill this moring, in the backseat of the car we were hitching in.One for me, and one for Alicia, and noone was any the wiser. (Well actually, Phoebe was sitting right next to me at the time, ...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jun 2009 01:51:00 GMT

Flood Warning!

The sirens have been blaring into my eardrums for so long now that my brain just starts to tune them out. Then suddenly I'll hear it again, this ridiculous warped ambulance wail that means it's going ...
Posted by on Sat, 23 May 2009 17:58:00 GMT