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About Me

"I must learn to love the fool in me the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries."
Hi. I'm Shianne. And I'm a filthyhotmess and I'm un forgettable.
I'll try my best to make you happy.
I love being wrapped up in someone's arms. It makes me feel safe. Their arms tangled around my body gives me a sense of security, it's my sanctuary. Please keep me safe.
I like to write :]
vv I wrote that for a friend for her English Paper.
The social scene today has no boundaries, it varies from overly happy people who hide everything to those who wear their heart on their sleeve as if it was a fashion trend. As human beings we are able to change into something we are and into something we aren't even close to becoming in our lifetime. Everyone is compared to something or another, we aren't just ourselves, we are "that person" or "This model/actor".
We are so easily influenced by the things we see, hear, and think of. One day we could be this person who's never alone, to the person that's always alone and hates it. Other than the fact that we all in our lifetime give in to the insanity of today's lifestyle. Drugs, sex, alcohol, media, and fashion rule today's society with an iron grip. This grasp has lived throughout the ages dating back to biblical times.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Helena Bonham Carter && Tim Burton;
I'd love to meet numerous people. The people who've I've become close to in the past year and I've never met face to face.

YOU ARE MY TUMMY
MY ONLY TUMMY
YOU GO GRUMBLY GRUMBLY
WHEN YOU ARE HUNGRY
SO PLEASE FEED ME TODAY
TODAY!
-Andrew Harper :]

Every time I hear your voice, my heart skips a beat.
You are everything i've ever wanted, and yet so much more.
Night after night, i wish you were her for me to hold,
I feel like my heart rests within your hands, and I cherish that feeling.
Anticipation reigns as I wait until the next time we meet.
I wouldn't trade you for all the gold in the world.
Every second without you is like a needle in the heart.
Every breath I take, I take for you.
Everything I am, I am for you.
I love you more than anyone ever could.
No matter how many times I say it, it's never enough.
I shall never understand or fathom your reasoning for taking back a fool like me who will never deserve someone as beautiful, smart, funny, charming, sweet, and as special as you.
I love you and i always will, my heart is yours for eternity. - Andrew J Harper.

My Blog

Humans

Possibly one of Gods worst creationsWe are so immensely flawed that there is no room left for any kind of perfection to form. We hurt anyone no matter how much they mean to you, vice versa. We are unc...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 20:41:00 GMT

Poetry (UPDATED WHENEVER)

.UntitledBeautiful disasterWonderful distrutcionSomething so amazingThe Bright Shining SunBasking in it ever glowing gloryThe blood ever flowing onwounds open and sorescars litter the pale white skinf...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 16:09:00 GMT

Dun Dun Dun

I'm tired of internet celebs and ppl on the internet that think they are the best and take credit for shit they didn't even start. Like Oh My Gozh. I Brought Back Zcene. :3 ha ha ha. I bet you guys ca...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 05:08:00 GMT

This is my own opnion, if you fucking bash me I will delete you and forget about you.

Matthew LushSomething has happened. He's different. He went from having people that he held dear on his featured friends to random people that WE the fans don't know. I guess I vaguely saw this happen...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Oct 2007 05:09:00 GMT

Reminder for ME && ELAINE

The following below are thing's me && [shianne] will...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 07:33:00 GMT

I’m obsessed, End of Story!

Title, as most of the time is self explanitory. I'm obsessed..With a lot of things....and people.>.The emotions that I could keep calm are now wild and more outspoken.I hate it. This song... it scream...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 23:42:00 GMT

La-di-da

Sitting in the dark, late at night and at Meghan's house. Same thing happens, but different people. It's fun.I don't get out much, but when I do I have to have fun or I'll wont want to do anythin...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 02:09:00 GMT

It’s Shocking, Really.

What can I say that I haven't already before?Except life has changed, drastically, in one week.I've said things that I know regret and wish I could take back, I'm starting to think that I'm not worth ...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 04:34:00 GMT

You don’t have to....Not anymore.

Do you know how much it hurts when someone you love is depressed?It hurts... a lot. It hurts more when I can't do a thing to make them happy. Or atleast act like they are. I hate to see it... believe ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 21:43:00 GMT

Karma.

For a while there, I believed someone, everything they said was true to me, no matter how rude it was towards myself.Not anymore.That person has become what they were accusing me of.What a shame.But I...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 00:35:00 GMT