Mathieu - ProfilesArchive

About Me

I cannot describe myself or my emotions.
It's just something you have to be exposed to in order to understand.
Most people don't like me, it's very recurrent in my life.
Most people cannot even answer why, also a constant in my life.
I guarantee that if you talked to everyone that knows me, every single person would have such a different radical opinion of me. And I don't know why.
Maybe my personality truly does change consistently.
Maybe I really am completely obnoxiously selfish one minute and completely selfless the next.

My Interests

Laura 02/13/05

There's no true way to describe my feelings toward this girl. She is just my love, plain and simple. Through anything that could occur in life, I will stick by her and care for her. It's just in my blood. She is my first and only girlfriend, I guess it only took me one try to find what most take a lifetime to find.

Any intelligent discussion.

Bowling
Friends
Hockey
Psychology
Reading
Science
Wallyball

I'd like to meet:

AIM - Mattykins X

Music:

Music is just another way people categorize each other. I cannot understand how you could consider yourself an "individual" unless you are willing to listen to all types of music before coming to a conclusion about it. I find it absolutely amazing that people don't like bands that sound just like the bands they listen to, because the band fits into a category or "genre" that they dislike.

I love music, but I don't hate you for not liking what I like

An always expanding list...

30 seconds to Mars
A Day to Remember
AFI
Alexisonfire
A Perfect Circle
Armor for Sleep
A Static Lullaby
A Thorn For Every Heart
Atreyu
Augustana
Black Sabbath
Blink 182
Blue October
Boston
Brand New
Breaking Benjamin
Bullet For My Valentine
Chasing Victory
Coheed and Cambria
Cream
Dashboard Confessional
Dead Kennedys
Deep Purple
Emanuel
Emarosa
Emery
Evans Blue
Fall Out Boy
Finch
Finger Eleven
From Autumn to Ashes
From First to Last
Goo Goo Dolls
Grateful Dead
Hawthorne Heights
HelloGoodbye
Hoobastank
Jefferson Airplane
Jimmy Eat World
Killswitch Engage
Linkin Park
Lost Prophets
Mae
Matchbook Romance
Millencolin
Mindless Self Indulgence
Minus the Bear
Motley Crue
My Chemical Romance
NeverEnding White Lights
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
No Doubt
The Offspring
Our Lady Peace
Panic! At the Disco
Pink Floyd
The Police
Project Pitchfork
Queens of the Stone Age
Radiohead
Rammstein
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Rise Against
The Rolling Stones
Saosin
Senses Fail
Sick Puppies
Silverstein
SNFU
Snow Patrol
Something Corporate
Sum 41
System of a down
Taking Back Sunday
The Bloodhound Gang
The Doors
The Fall of Troy
The Killers
The Misfits
The Outlaws
The Police
The Postal Service
The Used
The Who
Three Days Grace
Thrice
Tool
UnderOath
Yellow Card

Television:

Family Guy
House M.D.
The Simpsons
South Park

My Blog

It doesn’t take much to be considered a friend

... but it takes a whole hell of a lot to be considered a good person.
Posted by Mathieu on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 02:21:00 PST

Blog number Twenty Four

Too many people live under the idea that you can leave, go do whatever the fuck you want in life, and then come back and pretend as if nothing has changed.Either that or they live carelessly.You canno...
Posted by Mathieu on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 06:24:00 PST

The cold, hard truth, about everything...

I am not the person I was three years ago.I came to that realization not too long ago.And it sucks.The changes are, overall, wonderful.The problem is that they occurred now, instead of when I was twel...
Posted by Mathieu on Mon, 21 May 2007 01:02:00 PST

Crying, seriously

I almost cried in front of a friend when I heard the song that is now on my myspace, and I definitely cried after I took him home and listened to it. It's done, and this is the last fucking blog or ...
Posted by Mathieu on Fri, 11 May 2007 02:08:00 PST

It is amazing...

The variation that can occur in a week, in a day, in our lives. Maybe I actually have something chemically incorrect in my brain. Maybe I just had a decent day and am making it out to be more than it ...
Posted by Mathieu on Mon, 07 May 2007 01:34:00 PST

There's nothing here for me....

...and there never really ever was.I look at other people...I look at things like the friends they have...The closeness that exists between them...The loves' in their lives...And besides coming to the...
Posted by Mathieu on Tue, 01 May 2007 10:43:00 PST

Sad

I could be spiteful, but it would get me no where. I could be loving, but it would again, probably get me no where.I could say anything in the world, and I don't think it would change anything that ha...
Posted by Mathieu on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 03:02:00 PST

Update?

I am at a loss for words.I'm not sure what to say, a lot has probably changed forever.It hurts, like expected.I also realized I'm not quite as close to my friends as I used to be.So I basically do not...
Posted by Mathieu on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 10:10:00 PST

I hate friends too

It's not that they do anything wrong, in fact they help you out and they stick by you.But that's problem, they always stick by you, you are always right in your friends' eyes.It gets annoying real fas...
Posted by Mathieu on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 12:15:00 PST

Do you know what the problem with being who I am?

There is not any sense in it.Being noble, intelligent, above others. Looking at life differently. Not doing drugs, not really ever drinking. Not being a slut and having sex with more people than you c...
Posted by Mathieu on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 05:08:00 PST