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♦♣EDZiLLA♠♥

life is a roller coaster...mines stuck at the top

About Me

my name is edward but I have a few names like eddie,ed,edzilla,and etc. but I perfer to be called ed. I'm 19 and my birthday is ocotber 21 1988, I'm single, I like to go out with friends and drink and if I'm stressed enough might have a cig here and there. I like to go beach,bowling,driving around, acting stupid with friends and basically have fun. I would do anything once ;), well almost anything haha,I go to a trade school in town called new york technical insititute of hawaii and I grad in september. I work as a pupu cook at a bar 9 to 130 in the morning but depending on how busy it is I stay till like 230 or 300 sometimes more later. I would like to say I'm pretty laid back and I can be really spontaneous and random at times. I don't like to argue or fight but if I have to then I will..its really hard to get me mad but once you do don't run away and wait till I cool off..suck it up and calm me down.I say a lot of things I don't mean when I'm mad...I have a trust issue because I had my share of fucked up girls in my life who would lie and fuck with my head so it would take a while to get my trust and once u lie to me once you lose it for good well if you want to know more just ask I don't bite =)....or do I?? ;p MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests

cars,football,girls

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet the one who will accept me for who I am and not take me for granted

Music:

anything that sounds good and relaxing

Movies:

funny,romantic,action but my fav movie is armagedon

Television:

rock of love 1 and 2,ex effect,shot of love,espn,adult swim,south park,family guy

Heroes:

as of right now I don't have a hero...don't want one....everyone who was one hurt me or lied to me...the only thing I need is something to calm me down and keep me sane.....I live in a house where no one gets along in, theres no food, no oil, no paper towels, a mom that hates her two sons and tells them I hope u die and I wish I aborted you guys,and etc.. this is not a home this is hell...I'm stuck in it with no one to really talk to..I have no other family...I have no one...no one to turn to....all I have is myself...can't depend on anyone for help..no one keeps their word..when they say I will always be there for you....when you go to call them they don't answer or return your phone calls...and when your in a hospital for 6 hours and it hurts really bad to breath and you go to call them all they say is damn that sucks..I don't need a hero.all I need is myself

My Blog

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Posted by ♦♣EDZiLLA♠♥ on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 11:29:00 PST

a poem my dad wrote before he died....

"when i am gone realease me, let me goi have so many things to see and doyou musn't tie yourself to me with tearsbe thankful for our beautiful yearsi gave to you my love. you can only guesshow much yo...
Posted by ♦♣EDZiLLA♠♥ on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 09:52:00 PST

to all my friends...loved ones and etc

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKIN THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT BUT WITHOUT SAYING ...
Posted by ♦♣EDZiLLA♠♥ on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 12:03:00 PST

RIP DAD...WARREN BOLSTER I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.....

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocenceMy father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and thenSpin me around 'til I fell asleepThen up the stairs he would carry me...
Posted by ♦♣EDZiLLA♠♥ on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 12:12:00 PST