none. |
inflated with so much anguishevery time i want to bursti keep stuffing myself my head hurtsmy soul feels emptyand heavyi want to puncture a tiny holeto let something seep outit is too heavytoo sad ins...
Posted by Made of Seduction on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:33:00 PST |
paradox |
i want you to go away because i am so damn empty, too many voids inside. leave me alone.
Posted by Made of Seduction on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 11:16:00 PST |
Fuck. |
There is nothing that anyone can do today to fix what is inside of me. I am habitually, pathologically angry. I can hear the nefarious voices, dissonant sounds reverberating and I do not know if they ...
Posted by Made of Seduction on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 11:14:00 PST |
damn it. |
tonight, i wrote you the longest story, blog about the affects of my father's death and how much it hurt. how today, i still wait for him to come back, peacefully into my life. instead of through yell...
Posted by Made of Seduction on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 06:48:00 PST |
it's like a heat wave. |
i went swimming today; wading, paddling, flapping. whatever it's called, i did it today. the sun was scorchingly and invasively hot. so, i laid in the sun for more torture, alleviated the continuous b...
Posted by Made of Seduction on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 01:44:00 PST |
a quasi celebration. |
i am trying something new. its been like a fixture, almost sedentary, stuck inside of me and i am pulling it loose. seems like the indentation its made isn't ready to return to a more malleable shape....
Posted by Made of Seduction on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 01:33:00 PST |
take two... |
Ready..three chinese-looking characters sitting in front of a blurred, far-off distant horizon of homes and hills. a blur. the homes look like tiny monopoly red and green plastic fixtures. still, ther...
Posted by Made of Seduction on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 01:10:00 PST |
hmmm |
I will have to admit that I am easily intimidated but will gather up the courage, strength or audacity to "externalize" what is in the head. i often refrain because i think that my thoughts ...
Posted by Made of Seduction on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 04:46:00 PST |
regression |
it is time to write, for a while and just for a second.
something happened between then and now, where i am now finding myself inhibited.
constricted, constrained and held in tight by the unidentifi...
Posted by Made of Seduction on Thu, 04 May 2006 05:07:00 PST |
Angered by Hurricane Katrina Response |
I have not written on here for awhile for a number of reasons. But for the past couple of weeks, I have been nothing but angry. David Banner speaking about Hurricane Katrina:
http://p076.ezboard.c...
Posted by Made of Seduction on Sat, 10 Sep 2005 11:36:00 PST |
