Jessica - ProfilesArchive

About Me

"ooo baby, i like it raaaaaaw."I think a lot (probably too much) and it tends to make me upset about things. I'm pretty lost in life and a lot of stuff, but I'm here.

I do what I want to do and what I believe will make me happy. I'm (still) learning how to follow my heart, but trying to use my head. I'm striving to improve myself, one day I hope to be able to say that I can accept myself. Things can change so fast. It IS getting better, maybe (I want to convince myself)... I wish I could make myself believe that it can only get more beautiful from here. And now I think I'm almost there.I typically hate things like this being included in profiles, but it seemed fitting...

If Jessica Gilbert were a drink they would be:
2 parts loyalty 1 parts attractiveness 2 parts honesty
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My Interests

writing, reading, singing, playing guitar, fashion, hair, exploring new dimensions, photo shoots, long conversations, love, getting out of here

I'd like to meet:

REAL PEOPLE...maybe you?

Music:

"life ain't nothin' but a good groove... a good mixtape to put you in the right mood." that said...bikini kill, sleater-kinney, le tigre, sublime, the pixies, the white stripes, beastie boys, pink floyd, the tigerlilies, shesus, liz phair, snoop dogg, oasis, handsome boy modeling school, bratmobile, bob marley, the cure, old sheryl crow, dancehall crashers, fiona apple, patsy cline, weezer, distillers, dressy bessy, the ramones, kriss kross, julie ruin, the ataris, jimi hendrix, the beatles, the cranberries, natalie merchant, kurtis blow, wanda jackson, the streets, dr. hook and the medicine men, radiohead, old dirty bastard, gwen stefani, modest mouse, nirvana, steel pulse

Movies:

fear and loathing in las vegas, a clockwork orange, the virgin suicides, tank girl, how high, friday, the shining, requiem for a dream, pulp fiction, spun, kill bill, blue velvet, lolita, aeon flux, reefer madness

Television:

LOST.nothing else, i don't watch tv very much, i'd rather get out and experience things.

Books:

the bell jar, the great gatsby, girl interrupted, slut, wasted, the blind assassin, taming the beast, life after man,

Heroes:

kathleen hanna, sylvia plath

My Blog

you won't let those robots defeat me

it's looking up! i never know what to say in here anymore. i actually don't have much to cmplain about. i'm a little worried that i'm going to be really lonely soon... B is going to be working 2nd shi...
Posted by Jessica on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 10:23:00 PST

i can't stand it, i know you planned it, i'm gonna set it straight.

whoever thought it would come to this. you know, it really sucks that such a great company would hire someone who simply cannot understand their culture. i do not want to leave because of this. i am g...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:44:00 PST

until then

i have no problem waiting.i will keep smiling because i actually want to.i will give it my all and hope that is good enough.i will enjoy all the time i get to spend with someone i love.my love will ke...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:18:00 PST

hardcore @ <3

The Knuckle ScrapperPeople Iced:NineteenCar Bombs Planted:TwoFavorite WeaponShards of GlassArms Broken:SixteenEyes Gouged:FifteenTongues Cut Off:TwelveBiggest Enemy:The Black AngelGet Your HITMAN Name...
Posted by Jessica on Fri, 11 May 2007 12:58:00 PST

watch yourself!

WHICH DISNEY VILLAIN ARE YOU? You're Maleficent!!!Evil rating: 5/5 You are the ultimate evil. People flinch when they hear your name. You are able do everything from casting curses to tortur...
Posted by Jessica on Fri, 11 May 2007 12:45:00 PST

shame on you when you step to the old dirty bastard.

i fried my amp!!! i went a whole 22 hours without music in my car, and somehow i survived... thank god i've got someone who loves me enough to hook it up for me so quickly! hell, just thank god i've g...
Posted by Jessica on Thu, 10 May 2007 12:21:00 PST

i'm all in

100%.this is sssssweet! oh man how good it is to feel this way again. i was holding back, it was so hard.... no more. it's all out on the table now and it feels GREAT. i already knew it, but to have i...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 09 May 2007 09:44:00 PST

(the quiet things that no one ever knows)

i'm having the fucking time of my life :)it is so hard to put on the brakes. i just don't want to make a mistake, or ruin a good thing, or move ahead too early, or... i hate worrying. but mostly i'm j...
Posted by Jessica on Sat, 05 May 2007 10:19:00 PST

: )

how long has it been since i've been able to say this?i think i'm truly happy.my life is so freaking bipolar now, it's like part of it is just such a mess and makes me so upset (although it's starting...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 02 May 2007 11:05:00 PST

nothin' but a good groove

tonight's playlist for your enjoyment. it's a little heavy on the hip hop. god i must be bored to be doing this again.1. Slow and Low - Beastie Boys2. Us and Them - Pink Floyd3. Look at This Face - Ha...
Posted by Jessica on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 06:23:00 PST