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Im falling apart and burning inside. Soon Ill be nothing but ashes. The wind will pick me up and sting the eyes of the people. I rejoice knowing my death will only cause more hatred in this fallen, corrupt, and dieing world...CURRENT MOON moon phase
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.

Biting


100%

Chains/Handcuffs


100%

Blood


100%

Bondage


100%

Whips


83%

Blind Folds


75%
What's Your Kinky Turn On?
created with QuizFarm.com~.~It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, if you dare to dream. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive.It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own. if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, remember the limitations of being human.It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.I want to know if you can see Beauty even when it is not pretty every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence.I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand at the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon,“Yes.”It doesn't interest me to know where you live, or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.I want to know if you can be alone with yourself, and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.~.~.. .. ..
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You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!

Mysterious


100%

Eyes full of Pain


100%

Passion


92%

Diamond Eyes


58%
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet just about anyone that shares my interests.. as long as they are open minded and true.. I hate racists and posers.. homophobic people.. People that abuse and put down people less fortunate than them or 'slow people', that is probably the fastest way to piss me off
You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things.

Romantic Goth


100%

Old-school Goth


75%

Fantasy Goth


71%

Anything-Goes Goth


67%

Ethereal Goth


63%

Death Rocker


63%

Industrial/Rivet-Head


50%

Cyber-goth


42%

Perky Goff


42%

Understanding Outsider


25%

Confused Outsider


0%
What subcategory of Goth best fits you?
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Cyn
Birthday: May 17
Birthplace: Austin
Current Location: Hellview
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: it changes
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: mut
The Shoes You Wore Today: shoes?
Your Weakness: im me
Your Fears: look above
Your Perfect Pizza: hummmmm chesse
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get past my daughters first bday with out crying
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: oh god... is that the alarm or her.... *chunks pillow at hubby*
Your Best Physical Feature: boobs... lol
Your Bedtime: depends.. what time do i get up ?
Your Most Missed Memory: happymeals
Pepsi or Coke: Dr.Pepper
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Frap
Do you Smoke: smoke what?
Do you Swear: all the fucking time
Do you Sing: yup
Do you Shower Daily: umm.. no.. not realy
Have you Been in Love: yup
Do you want to go to College: yup
Do you want to get Married: .....
Do you belive in yourself: most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: on good days
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: blah..
Do you like Thunderstorms: oh my yes..
Do you play an Instrument: i sing..
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: aye
In the past month have you Smoked: aye
In the past month have you been on Drugs: aye
In the past month have you gone on a Date: .... um.. yes? does a birthday count?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: hell ya
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ya
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nadda
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: *smiles*
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: not that i can think of
Ever been Drunk: aye
Ever been called a Tease: all the time :p
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: ya
How do you want to Die: I dont want to die..
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: seeing how i will never grow up...
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: as long as your eyes speak to me were good
Favourite Hair Color: not blond... lol
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: taller than me
Weight: dont care
Best Clothing Style: hum still like goth
Number of Drugs I have taken: I was suposed to keep track of that?
Number of CDs I own: to many
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: not enough
Number of things in my Past I Regret: a few

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You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. What Temperment Are You?

You Are 68% Cynical
You're a full blown cynic... and probably even skeptical of these results.
You have your optimistic moments, but most likely you keep them to yourself. How Cynical Are You?

My Blog

Dear Mr. President

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITZZ6-qCYIE the video says it all
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:40:00 GMT

woo kitty

Check out this video: The Mean Kitty Song ..Add to My Profile | More Videos
Posted by on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 04:03:00 GMT

=D

WOO just wanted to let who ever missed the last post know its a baby girl.. Rowan Elizabeth Sexton .. we are registered at target.. for all of you who keep yelling at me .. *glares at melissa* under C...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 06:36:00 GMT

a cute little story

http://www.koreus.com/media/the-little-girl-who-was-forgotte n-by-absolutely-everyone.html
Posted by on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 05:45:00 GMT

Baby

My baby :p love this one looks like he is comeing out of the darkness and waving  love how you can see his skull :p and the perfect little hand .. very active baby i have =D so happy  
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 23:30:00 GMT

Dream

Confusing are the thoughts of ones past, especially the thoughts that saturate the mind in self-loathing and hate. Darkness is all I see. Desolate in an abyss of terror and anguish. Failure is consta...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:05:00 GMT

O.o

WTF is this???? My boobs are so big... almost 2 sizes bigger, they hurt so bad .. it feels like I got implants some time when i was not paying attention.... Back is so sore... mood swings CONSTAN...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 21:29:00 GMT

Swimming

******Swimmers don't swim because its fun. Ask any of us, most of us hate it, but we couldn't imagine our lives without it. Its part of us, something we live for. We live for the 2 and 3 hour practice...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:43:00 GMT

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the funeral was Monday Oct. 9th.... You will be remembered La' Vern and to my wonderfull family who killed her.. you could have waited more than 2 days.............
Posted by on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 20:14:00 GMT

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a letter my grandfather sent the family yesterday... Never saw such support in my life. Thanks guys. As Ijust finished this sentence (midnight) last night thephoe rang - it was the hospital wanting us...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 17:59:00 GMT