APOLOGIES!! |
Today is October 5,2007 and this is the day that I realized that I need to leave this life that I am now and run as fast as my body will let me to my baby boy. I got a phone call from my mother in ..:...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 22:23:00 GMT |
The Custody of Ian!! |
Well... this is the saddest day of my life as a mother, I am no longer the gaurdian of my son or the person that has custody. I got the letter from the lawyer that says my mother has been granted cust...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 22:01:00 GMT |
Marriage(I dont know if its for me) |
Marriage......... I sometimes dont know what in the hell I got myself into. I dont know what I am going to do....I have gave and gave and gave and I just dont think that I have anymore to give....I fe...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 17:35:00 GMT |
Ian Kade Gordon |
Ian Kade Gordon
My Little man is not with me and has not been since Aug 4,2007. I am so proud of him and so blessed that my mom would take him into her home and raise him for me since I am unable to. ...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 19:28:00 GMT |
How Do I go on? |
How am I suppost to live now that my son has been taken from me. I am so lost and confused, I feel like my heart is a million pieces and everyone is trying to put it together but nothing will work. Th...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 10:07:00 GMT |
Whats Been Going On In My Life... |
Well where should I start...hmm let me see. Alot has gone on lately and there is so much that I am NOT proud of and I just want to crawl into a ball and die.I have honestly been to hell and back, ...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 08:40:00 GMT |
What I want to say but cant!! |
What I want to tell my husband but I cant cause I dont have the balls......is all said in this song that I heard today called "call me when your sober" by evanescence......she tells it like it is, I j...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 00:04:00 GMT |
The reason my song is my song!!! |
The reason that my song is that song. I feel like its speaking to me. It is a reflection of my life for the most part. Things are getting better between me and Dan a little. We are talking more but I ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 11:06:00 GMT |
How am I suppost to help? |
have to get this off my chest!! See Before we moved out here in April my bestfriend in the world, she is like my sister...lost her brother. He was murdred on the side of the road, over an Id card. I w...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 14:50:00 GMT |
Wow 2006 is OVER! |
Wow....I sit her and can not beleave that this year is already over...another year gone, what the hell! I have not acomplished anything in my life yet. I do not even have my own place and I have been ...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 10:41:00 GMT |
