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Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In...

"I AM BARACK AND HE IS MY PRESIDENT!!!" - LFH .:Proba Te Dignym:.!"

About Me


Create your own friendquiz hereME: Under Construction... learning why and why not... hoping the fate of destiny will find me again... through the differences of my yesterday, my today, and my tomorrow... hanging on to my experiences, but leaning on learning beyond my own ignorances...I love Poetry here is one of my entries... How I love the pain of life... How it knows where to plung it's knife to make me suffer... Why do I go on... Is it to produce more hope or to find a wholeness myself that constructs independence through my dependence upon the need for love. But... not just any love... a love that last a lifetime to never fail me... Will you run or will you hide, because the love that makes a difference in me can't change me... How I ache and bleed in my mind, yet my exterior is right in place... How can one that loves so much, care so much, hope so much... Hurt so much... when will my pain subside.Louis Sonny Hollowayfound this layout at HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

My Interests

I love to travel, and have fun with friends, I would try anything once, just to say that I have experience life to the full (this is with some restrictions of course), but for the most part I will do, try, or say anything. I believe that life is an opportunity that passes when you choose not to live a little.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that has dealt with hectic adversity, yet managed to maintain there sanity, because I believe they are the strongest of people. Also, on a side note I am down to meet people who are willing to be real, and live life to the full, because nothing changes the fact that we only live it once...
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Music:

I love Neo-Soul it is the grestest form of music ever made period!!! Also, Mariah Carey is the greatest female artist of all time, and her music has reached millions, and no matter what at one point in time everyone has and will love her... She is a real person once you scratch beneath her surface! India.Arie, Alicia Keys, Imogen Heap, Kindred Family Soul, K-Os, Tracey Chapman, Musiq Soulchild, Mary J, Goapele, Amel Larrieux, Floetry, Rafael, Gorillaz, Sam Cook, Billie Holliday, John Coltrane, Janis Joplin, Fleetwood Mac, The Killers, Something Corporate, Death Cab for Cutie, Bjork, Dashboard Confessional, Franz, Kanye West, John Legend and Maxwell are all amazing artist that I have grown in life by hearing and listening to their perceptions on life, and struggles... Nonetheless true Blues and R&B is coming back, so watch out haters, because you can't stop the feeling!!! I am very eclectic when it comes to music, I believe that in life we feel different things all the time, and music is the only thing that can capture the feelings and moments of the heart.

Movies:

I am into Independent films, which discuss and bring to the surface the realities of which we live in, or capture my crazy thinking habits... My favorite movies are Crash, Off Beat (This is a German Indie film that is amazing!) Hotel Rwanda, and anything that brings issues it brought to the surface, and hit truths dead on. But, my favorite movie of all time is a tie between the "Lion King" and "Remember the Titans", both of which I had different perceptions on, yet changed my thinking about unity and life...

Television:

The only thing that I watch is ESPN! I know it is sad I am addicted to sports... Actually it isn't but who cares!!!

Books:

Any kind of playwright, or poetry!!! Actually I write poetry (which will probably be famous when my life is over), but sadly enough the only people that get to see it are the ones that are the closest to me... Only they are allowed in the corners of my mind... VIP passes need only apply.

Heroes:

The greatest hero in my life is my MOM! She is the most understanding, yet underrated person that I have ever met. This year she has truly shown me what a beautiful person she is, and she's my butterfly! No other way I could put it, because I have become someone that I never thought I could be, but her belief in dreams, life, and love has changed me for an eternity... My heart, soul, and happiness resides within her, and I would be lost without her. She is an "unsung" hero that no one knows about but me, and I am grateful to have someone so "imperfectly-perfect" in life life. In all my weakness she has pulled me through, and dusted me off. And NO ONE of the face of this earth has made me understand Gods love more than her... For that reason I will and am indebted to her for an eternity...My "Unsung" hero!!!

My Blog

"It is not about me, but it is about us..."

If you were not able to see the speech Barack delievered you truly missed one of the sweet spots of American History.  It wasn't a matter of hearing someone take a position as President, but to g...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 10:06:00 PST

...the darkest part of me...

...so you glared and stared...  the pursuit of you consumes me...  you could have left and never looked back, but you pursued...  as if you always knew and had the intention to take...&...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 10:46:00 PST

Mr. Intentional

Intentions that harbor malice or ill-intent have no place in my life...  So hopefully pride will be cast aside to allow your feelings to abide to the demons that consume you... My place not a the...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 01:01:00 PST

ME in 2007

Gosh this year really has been full of tricks (both kinds LOL!!!)  So this year I got my first tattoo and it didn't anywhere but in the pocket books!  I started taking dance classes at Mille...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 12:30:00 PST

Me...

HEY! Just wanted to let you know that my b-day was hecka tight! I am really grateful to those who made this b-day the most memorable, and best that I ever had! I can't say thank you enough to the call...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 10:22:00 PST

Stop searching forever, happy-ness is next to you...

So I have never in my life believed in fate, signs, or serendipity...  But things in life have altered my view on life, and love...  I have become a believer, because I had an opportunity to...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Wed, 31 May 2006 04:09:00 PST

Love, and life...

So I found that some decisions that you make aren't always the best, and you tend to hurt people that you care about the most, because you are only considering your own feelings, and become completely...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Mon, 29 May 2006 02:57:00 PST

Can a brotha' get a break???

WOW!  I just finished school two weeks ago only start up again this week..  I can honestly say that I am facing burnout, but I guess I have been my whole life, so what makes this situation a...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Thu, 25 Aug 2005 06:12:00 PST

"DubCee (West Co), where ya @!!!"

What up up people, this blog is a special shout out to those who I haven't spoken to in the last 5- beyond years (Wes Co peeps.) I wanted to say that I am happy to hear from you guys, I know that it ...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

How you doing?

Today is my official day on my space, and it is crazy to see so many friends from the past and present on this thing... I am glad to see so many people still looking the same, and for the most part l...
Posted by Awaiting A Change I Can Believe In... on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST