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lu.doll

i need you so much closer

About Me

the death of beauty
the doves have died, the lovers have lied



she is complicated & emotional.
finds solace in daydreaming.
contradicts herself frequently.
admits her imperfections.
she's afraid of the dark & hates sleeping alone.
she is in love.

My Interests

bubbles. dancing in underwear. singing. innocence. inebriation. holding hands. alice. ambellina. cuddles. tip toes. black+white. emotional songs. wishful thinking. forgetting to breathe. kissing. losing my mind. love. playing. music. musicals. falling. photography. pink sunsets. playing piano. poppy fields. rainbows. reminiscing. romance. sex. lust. sleeping. the rain. tummys. wasting away. wasting time. still dark am. heart beating. heart burst.

I'd like to meet:


you. him. her. them. us. anyone. no one.

black & blue

dear ambellina;
the prise wishes you to watch over me



Music:

lily allen. the dresden dolls. kisschasy. a perfect circle. the used. evanescence. QUEEN. marilyn manson. something corporate. fiona apple. sevendust. alanis morrisette. full scale. silverchair. tori amos. panic at the disco. incubus. george. muse. afi. tina arena. lacuna coil. queen. massive attack. little birdy. missy higgins. frente. mindless self indulgence. yellowcard. brooke fraser. stone sour. coheed and cambria. bic runga. tool. phoenix. the waifs. the postal service. xavier rudd. nightwish. straylight run. the music. say anything. story of the year. sigur ros. from first to last. alexisonfire. silverstein. the streets. saosin. from first to last.

Movies:

eternal sushine of the spotless mind. white oleander. fight club. home room. seven. de-lovely. girl interruptted. interview with a vampire. chicago. donnie darko. requim for a dream. the virgin suicides. moulin rouge. wonderland. the little mermaid. the notebook. rocky horror picture show. alice in wonderland. american history x. seven. amelie. almost famous. fear and loathing in las vegas. peterpan. dogma. sin city. the rules of attraction.

Television:

queer as folk, law and order: criminal intent, will & grace, futurama, the simpsons, oz

Books:

children of the dust. the virgin suicides. the power of one. fishnets. sirena. slave. the lovely bones. a child named it : the lost boy : a man named dave. my sister's keeper. the tent.

My Blog

waiting for the breakdown

i am procrastinating doing the final check of my room.i'm moving to canberra.my plane leaves at 2-ish & due to my mass excess baggage i'm so scared i'm going to have to pay ridiculous amounts of m...
Posted by lu.doll on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 04:31:00 PST

my life as it stands

well.  i now live in brisbane.i am now single.  learning to be independent again is proving a struggle but i'm a big girl.i have fallen so deeply in love with 'The Hush Sound'i'm g...
Posted by lu.doll on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:07:00 PST

girl + boy

i love being in love.i love knowing he loves me too.i love being comfortable in my own skin.life is good.
Posted by lu.doll on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 05:57:00 PST

the girl is lonely

boy has gone to brisbane for the weekend.leaving me to my own devices.something that is proving harder then first thought.for the last few months i've gotten through each day/ hour/ minute c...
Posted by lu.doll on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 11:33:00 PST

its not me

ok so i think lately i've been lashing out at people that intimidate me and not even for the right reasons.  i'm an angry girl but someone hurt more then others seem to realise.  it is this ...
Posted by lu.doll on Fri, 14 Oct 2005 11:27:00 PST