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hi. the name is xxSarahxx and my nickname is Cupcake. lol i'm 18. feel free to ADD ME if you want to BUT if you hate emo/scene then don't even bother cause i <3 emo/scene. basically i'm just me and i wear whatever i like or feel like wearing. mainly band shirts, jeans, studded belts, and Vans. i'm a StraightxEdge kid cause that's just the way i roll. i guess you could say that i'm a hopeless romantic. i want someone that truly loves me. someone that will never hurt me. someone that will never let me fall. someone that will stand up with me forever. someone that will be there for me through it all. even if saving me sends him to heaven. the one. "My Guardian Angel". i've learned the hard way that LOVE HURTS. i've been hurt one too many times. who said it's better to have loved and lost? i wish that i had never loved at all. :( and i'm not looking for a relationship with some one i talk to online or some one i don't know personally. so please don't try to hook up with me. i'm here on Myspace only for FRIENDS not relationships. i'm always day dreaming. when i fall. i fall hard. i'm a really shy person. i don't talk much at school. but outside of school i talk a lot more. you just have to get to know me. i'm a Christian. i believe in God and if you have a problem with that then deal with it. i believe in ghosts, spirits, demons, and the paranormal. i love music if you couldn't allready tell. i'd die without it. music is my obsession. especially The Devil Wears Prada. i love them. XD i love music soo much and if you are talking to me and some of the words you said remind me of a song i'll be like yeah that reminds me of a song and i'll start singing it. i love Spongebob and Patrick. i watch Spongebob all the time. Halloween is my favorite holiday besides Christmas. that could explain why i love The Nightmare Before Christmas so much. i like walking in the rain cause no one can see that i'm crying. i enjoy visiting and walking around cemeterys. its so quiet and peaceful. i like being with my friends. i like to laugh and have a good time with my friends. my friends mean everything to me. ohh yeah i have an imaginary friend named Petrie. XD lol. i like trees but im not a "tree hugger". i hate seeing places where they cut down trees. i like animals especially cats and dogs[i have 12 cats and 1 dog]. it upsets me if they get hurt or killed. i hate haters. i hate how people can get so mean and nasty online. i hate it when someone tells me that they hate a band that i like. but i really hate it when they tell me that they think it's funny when one of the band members gets hurt. i hate politics and politicians. i hate the government but i don't like anarchy. i hate Courtney Love. i swear she either killed Kurt Cobain or she hired sumone to kill him. you can instant message me if you want to. here's my screenname: XInTheShadows13X. you can also find me on
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1389877227
Emobucket: http://forum.emobucket.com/member25570.html
Project Playlist: http://www.playlist.com/user/6132226/
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Youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/ xxlearningtofallxx
Goodbye old friend, goodbye. Goodnight. I'll move on, you'll call it fate, I'll call it karma. We had our time, it was fun while it lasted. I'll look back with honour and no regrets. I won't be mad, won't feel bad, these memories will never leave me. Don't be sad, because life goes on, life goes on. It's getting too late, tomorrow is here... R.I.P. Casey [1981-2007] so much love. <333

Sarah --
[adjective]:
Smells like teen spirit
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Sarah.
Birthday: August 24, 1990.
Birthplace: Baltimore, MD.
Current Location: Laurel, DE.
Eye Color: Green/Blue.
Hair Color: Light Brown.
Height: 5' 3" ha ha im really short lol.
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right.
Your Heritage: Irish and English.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans.
Your Weakness: Rock Music and Emo guys.
Your Fears: Spiders and Bugs.
Your Perfect Pizza: Plain Cheese.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be in a band.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Yeahh or Yeps.
Thoughts First Waking Up: What cd should I listen to first???
Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes.
Your Bedtime: Whenever. Sometimes i listen to my Zune mp3 player when i'm supposed to be sleeping.
Your Most Missed Memory: Being a kid.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke. But my favorite sodas are JONES Sodas, Mountain Dew, and Dr. Pepper.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King.
Single or Group Dates: Both.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither. I hate tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla. But my favorite is cookies n' cream.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Swear: Hell Yeah.
Do you Sing: Yeahh. Most of the time. I'm always listening to music.
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah.
Have you Been in Love: Yeah, and he broke my heart. Maybe someday he'll realize how much he hurt me. I learned the hard way that LOVE HURTS. :(
Do you want to go to College: Yeah.
Do you want to get Married: Yeah.
Do you believe in yourself: Kinda.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Sumtimes. Usually i just get a headache.
Do you think you are Attractive:
Are you a Health Freak: Not really.
Do you get along with your Parents: Most of the time. I get really annoyed with the fact that they don't let me do what i want to. But i'll be 18 soon so we'll see.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah.
Do you play an Instrument: Yeah. I play electric and acoustic guitar. And i want to learn how to play bass and drums.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No.
In the past month have you Smoked: No.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yeah. Hot Topic is my store.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No.
In the past month have you been Dumped: December 28, 2007 and February 2009 the worst times of my life. :(
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No.
Ever been Drunk: No.
Ever been called a Tease: No.
Ever been Beaten up: No. Thank God.
Ever Shoplifted: No.
How do you want to Die: In my sleep.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Rockstar, Music Teacher, or Graphic Designer.
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Doesn't matter. I like all eye colors.
Favourite Hair Color: Brown, Black, or an Unatural Color.
Short or Long Hair: Medium or Long. *EMO*


Height: Taller than me or my height.
Weight: Average or thin.
Best Clothing Style: I have a thing for EMO guys that wear tight pants and band shirts. I find it sexy.

Number of Drugs I have taken: None.
Number of CDs I own: Way too many to count. Music is my obsession. It gets me thru life.
Number of Piercings: Two in each ear. but i want either a septum piercing or a lip peircing.
Number of Tattoos: None yet. But i want one or two in a few years.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: A lot.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:



i'd really like to meet the guys from The Devil Wears Pada and Taking Back Sunday because they are some of the funniest guys that i have ever seen. XD i'd also really like to meet Phil Ritchie. Drake Bell. Bam Margera. Tim Burton. and all of the people from the bands that i love: The Devil Wears Prada. My Chemical Romance. The Used. Boys Like Girls. Paramore. Metro Station. All Time Low. Cute Is What We Aim For. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. From First To Last. Flyleaf. We The Kings. The Rocket Summer. Hellogoodbye. Taking Back Sunday. Silverstein. Hawthorne Heights[R.I.P. Casey]. Saosin. Fall Out Boy. Panic! At The Disco. Sugarcult. The Bravery. Senses Fail. 30 Seconds To Mars. Angels And Airwaves. Atreyu. Underoath. The Almost. Valencia. Bullets To Broadway. Aiden. Driver Side Impact. The Plain White T's. Jonezetta. Thursday. Bedlight For Blue Eyes. The White Stripes. Rock Kills Kid. Bloc Party. The Classic Crime. Simple Plan. Story Of The Year. AFI. Smile Empty Soul. Green Day. Blink-182. The All-American Rejects. American Hi-Fi. Switchfoot. Relient K. New Found Glory. Sum 41. Jimmy Eat World. Avril Lavigne. Lifehouse. J Paris. Avenged Sevenfold. Rise Against. Trapt. 3 Days Grace. Breaking Benjamin. Bullet For My Valentine. RED. Chevelle. 12 Stones. The Offspring. Linkin Park. Korn. Him. Evanescence. Seether. Cold. Daughtry. Sixx Am. Crossfade. Mest. Good Charlotte. The Killers. The Explosion. Yellowcard. Hoobastank. Lost Prophets. Papa Roach. Nirvana[R.I.P. Kurt]. Alice In Chains. Def Leppard. Guns N' Roses. Metallica. Ozzy Osbourne. Van Halen. AC/DC. Dio. System Of A Down. Limpbizkit. Staind. Puddle Of Mudd. Nickleback. Shinedown. Thrice. 3 Doors Down. Matchbox Twenty. POD. Creed. Weezer. Disturbed. Static X. Slipknot. Drowning Pool. Godsmack. Mudvayne. The Foo Fighters. + 44. No Use For A Name. Goldfinger. STP. Nine Inch Nails. Smashing Pumpkins. Marilyn Manson. Stone Sour. A Perfect Circle. Fuel. Buck Cherry. NOFX. MXPX. Rancid. The Casualties. The Misfits. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Local bands. Underground bands. 95.9 "96 Rock". 93.5 "The beach". and a whole lot more...

My Blog

...What's Wrong With Me???... :/

okayy so i'm writing this blog hoping this will maybe make me feel better and help me get these feelings out...So lately these last few months have changed my life in ways both good and bad, but i fee...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 20:32:00 GMT

...With This Knife...

"With This Knife"by: Smile Empty SoulI let myself fall into a lie...I let my walls come down...I let myself smile and feel alive...I let my walls come down...No matter how I try I don't know why...You...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Mar 2009 07:40:00 GMT

...Broken Road...

"Broken Road"by: 12 StonesTime, moves slowly while you're gone...I haven't heard your voice in quite some time...But I still see your face...I cannot erase the things you've done...And all the ways yo...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Feb 2009 07:47:00 GMT

...It's Too Late To Apologize...

"Apologize"by: Silverstein[cover of OneRepublic's "Apologize"]I'm holdin' on your rope...Got me ten feet off the ground...And I'm hearin' what you say...But I just can't make a sound...You tell me tha...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Feb 2009 06:43:00 GMT

...R.I.P. Mom-Mom... :’(

my grandmother died of a massive heart attack this afternoon.this was a major shock for all of my family.please keep us in your prayers.thanx for all your concern and comforting words...R.I.P Mom-Mom ...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Nov 2008 07:09:00 GMT

...Tony Hawks Boom Boom Huck Jam!!!... XD

So like lastnight was soo awesome!!! i went to Tony Hawk's Boom Boom Huck Jam it was so cool watching those guys shred. and we had practically the best seats in the house. we were right up front in th...
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 06:04:00 GMT

...Who Said That Its Better To Have Loved And Lost???...

"Up Against The Wall"by: Boys Like GirlsIt's over...Look out below...And I'm wasted...I still taste it...Yeah it's so hard to let go...So breathe in now...And breathe it out...The forecast...A car cra...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 10:48:00 GMT

...Cute Without The E [Cut From The Team]...

"Cute Without The 'E' [Cut From The Team]by: Taking Back SundayYour lipstick, his collar...Don't bother Angel...I know exactly what goes on... When everything you'll get is...Everything that you've wa...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 22:57:00 GMT

...The Last Day...

Well I guess this is it. Today was the last day of school for Seniors at Tech. My highschool days are over..."Good Riddance [Time Of Your Life]" by: Green Day....Another turning point, a fork stuck in...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 11:10:00 GMT

...Me, You And My Medication...

"Me, You And My Medication" by: Boys Like GirlsFound my way to the highway, I don't wanna tell you the state I'm in...I've had too much to smoke, too much to drink, where have I been???I feel like the...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 10:43:00 GMT