smile - I'm actually in [love]

I fucking hate you
Do you know what I want to do?
I want to claw my way through your chest.
Watch me pull out your heart.
I'll make you understand, make you bleed.
I'm watching you...
..
I can feel my heart beating in my chest
I want to shout to the world
Share this spreading warmth
Warmth that I can almost touch
It feels so real
I smile
I hold onto you, you hold onto me
This is where I was meant to be
All those years of searching for my angel
I lean foreward
Joy is spread on my face
But as I look closer I realize you're not there
This you is just an illusion
My stomach clenches and I feel tears prickling my eyes
I feel so cold
Despiar, I need to get away
...I do...
:D My uber wonderful Diedre !!!
..
Gir, I'll bite your fucking head off!!!
j/k, I luv ya =)
Name: Melody =)
Birthdate: OCtober 23
Birthplace: Wakkanai, Japan! So far up north, you can see Russia! (I'm not kidding)
Current Location: Hick-ry
Eye Color: greeny-yellowy-brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 4'11" (don't laugh!)
Weight: 100 :D
Piercings: none
Tatoos: none
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: JOSHERZ :D
Overused Phraze: 'Sorry' and 'I don't know'
FAVORITES
Food: Japanese and Korean
Candy: depends
Number: 40
Color: anything other than orange and sick-pink
Animal: batz
Drink: anything
Alcohol Drink: dunno
Bagel: eww, no they ok
Letter: heh, 'p'
Body Part on Opposite sex: mmmm, neck *wink*
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: coke, diet
McDonalds or BurgerKing: let me think McDonald'
McDonalds or BurgerKing: neither .Hot Chocolate or Coffee:
Kiss or Hug: a squeeezy hug
Dog or Cat: cat
Rap or Punk: eh...
Summer or Winter: winta even tho I get depressed...
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: both at the same time...o.O
Love or Money: how much money?
&..39;YOUR...'
Bedtime: whenever
Most Missed Memory: um...
Best phyiscal feature: I'm sexy all over!
First Thought Waking Up: '...what day is it?'
Goal for this year: to be actually able to run for track. haha, that's funny, isn't it. XP
Best Friends: don't really have any...I'm lonely *tear*
Weakness: boobiez!!! and salt & vineger chipz
Fears: like I'm gonna tell u!
Heritage: 1/2 Japanese and 1/2 German/Irish decent
Longest relationship: no comment
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yes
Ever Smoked: nope
Pot: nope
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been beaten up: nope
Ever beaten someone up: sorta
Ever Shoplifted: yea
Ever Skinny Dipped: hehe, screw skinny dippin', I go to bath houses *smirk*
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yeah, same sex too
Been Dumped Lately: gu-ah
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: blue
Favorite Hair Color: dark
Short or Long: depends
Height: taaaaaaaall
Style: anything but shitty
Looks or Personality: sexxi, no I need both
Hot or Cute a combiantion of both
Drugs and Alcohol: .RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: my memory doesn't work...
What country do you want to Visit: I wanna tour the world with my bitches in Brevard!
How do you want to Die: drown
Been to the Mall Lately: no
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah
Get along with your Parents: with my mom
Health Freak: yeah, I gotta stay skinny
Do you think your Attractive: sometimes
Believe in Yourself: sometimes
Want to go to College: in college now!
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: no
Shower Daily: only if I have to =)
&..39;Been in Love:' ...*blush*
Do you Sing: yeah
Want to get Married: maybe
Do you want Children: maybe
Have your future kids names planned out: If I have a girl, her middle name is gonna be Lawrence
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: Dunno
Hate anyone: try not to, but with some people I just can't help it
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