Yoski

I wake up every morning thinking of how to change my destiny. I always believe that many changes would appear as an indistinguishable form from what should be good or bad. This year really is a new beginning for those people who wanted changes and those who wanted no changes, but to keep what profitable life they have. Most of the time I spent with myself, I'm thinking of something or someone. It really hurts my head when thinking to much of something specially those someone.I really can't deny what reality I'm living with. To avoid ignoring those rationality of our world and of ones own self I usually closed my eyes and go to to sleep as long as I can. I know trying to escape from reality really do not helped me from solving my own problem. Though I kept on ignoring things and advises of others slowly I find my self falling apart. I really wonder to much on creation that it leads me to forgot my ownself as a creation. But one day I overheard someone on the television saying: " There two choices when you wake-up in the morning, go back to sleep and dream again or wake-up, stand up and do something to what you have dreamed. It is really stupid of me to find things already late and unreasonable. So definitely things are just to vague to understand specially how it start or how would this end. Like every time I put my hand on the fret board and play feeling everything vanished that I only got myself. An illusion that until now can,t figure why. But I always rebut what I am thinking because things are just proved in reason, which is heavier or which is more important to you. Life is an unknowing process that we always thought that we knew. Our Ignorance imprison us in a small box that will never open until we knew what we should know, but until that question remain hidden to oneself never in time we would understand why we remain to be hidden. to question oneself is nothing but an empty shell that has only irrelevance question to ask...