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Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi]

Fuck yeah. We can live like this forever!

About Me

I'm posh, I'm a tomboy, I'm rock and roll, and I'll always be a little bit punk at heart. I live for NYC and live on a farm, and those are the only two places I'll ever call home. I can find my way around Manhattan and all the best bars and haunts as well as I can find my way around 30 acres and a bunch of horses. I have a better English accent than you (and that's posh too). I smile a lot, I live to ride - jumpers mostly, I always look on the brightside - well almost anyway! And I live for October.
I think too much, care too much, write too much, talk too much, and say too much. But I am perfect in my own way.
Friends and family are the most important things to me, and my animals are my family as much as the people in my life are.
I am passionate, intense, caring, and strong. I am a believer, and I am scared, and stronger than you think but weaker than I'll ever let you know. I believe in unicorns, I wish on stars, and I know that where there is a will, there is a way. I have the attention span of a ferret, I like trucks, shiny horse trailers, and living on a farm near the city. I'm a little bit of everything that you want me to be, but still so uniquely me.
I also run a horse rescue. Why? Because someone has to. If you want to help, make a donation, volunteer, adopt a horse, or know a horse in need, visit our website at The Arabian Rescue Mission
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My Interests

Helping as many animals as possible in the world. Getting to the Grand Prix Show Jumping level (on our way...). Getting another cow pony and getting back into team penning and cutting. And trying to keep the website for my barn updated - check it out at www.ewa-tlcstables.com

I'd like to meet:

Someone to have that Perfect Day with (go read my blog).
Maybe you.

Music:

At heart I'll always be a punk girl with a little bit of country and a whole bit of rock n' roll. The Killers, Brand New (is better than Taking Back Sunday but I like them too), Say Anything, OK Go!, Less Than Jake, AEROSMITH, Train, Jimmy Eat World. Obscure bands like the Eels, and Uncle Kraker, and songs like Girl From Mars, Funny Little Feeling, and then good old rock and roll like Default. I also like The Wreckers, Tim McGraw, old school Shania, JoDee Messina, Dixie Chicks, and that sorta thing, oh and I like Lisa Marie Presley. Rock on.

Movies:

Sleepy Hollow - fave movie ever, bar none. Reservoir Dogs, Boondock Saints, Clerks, Pulp Fiction, Sweet Home Alabama, To Live and Die in L.A., Say Anything, The Importance of Being Earnest, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, The Grinch (Jim Carey rocks in that), Practical Magic, Ever After, Moulin Rouge, Can't Buy Me Love, and many more that I can't think of now! Oooooooh - how can I forget! Indiana Jones - the complete boxed set!!!! Go Indy!!!! (Last Crusade was the best.)

Television:

Dukes of Hazzard hahahahah! Gilmore Girls, CSI and Law and Order (SVU is best), Sopranos, and hoping that Carnivale comes back...

Books:

Catcher in the Rye. JK - I just had to say that b/c it seems that every celebrity when asked what their favorite book is that's what they say. Really though I liked King's Oak and Bred to Win. And my fave writer of all time is Melville - NOT Moby Dick though. The Piazza.

Heroes:

Ian Miller and Big Ben for being the inspiration to my goals today. Secretariat just because of who he was. Dark Secret - heart, stamina, and the ultimate sacrifice. Julie Krone - guts and determination. Me. I want to always be my own hero.

My Blog

Another October

And it's another October again and just like that I'm where and who I've been.  You're not here anymore - didn't even stop through to say hi - but I already knew you had said your goodbye.I'm hap...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 07:19:00 PST

Almost Everything I Need While Shes Falling To Pieces On Her Knees

So close.  It was so good seeing you, and still at the same time, it's so clear why it's not you.  Almost, but then again almost wasn't ever quite good enough, was it?  For either of us...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 07:51:00 PST

Maybe I Knew

Maybe I always knew.  Follow the heart, he says.  Make the right choice she says.  Or maybe there really wasn't a choice to begin with, maybe it was written in the stars.  And mayb...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 07:06:00 PST

Homecoming, and Coming Home

So it's a few weeks into the new job, and so much has changed.  I'd be hard pressed to put into words all of it, but I will do my best to say what my heart is feeling these days, and where my min...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 08:35:00 PST

Chasing Down the Wind

As I drove to work this morning through the cloak of a dense fog and the dampness of a night of rain, my thoughts wandered from the week past, through to my soul, and all that's ahead.  I did a l...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 07:43:00 PST

Linger to Learn / Hold My Heart

So many people overlook all that this life and this world has to offer.  Trees have stories to tell, and we all speak the same language as the animals around us if only we'd stop long enough to l...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 07:10:00 PST

Taking Back Someday

I've got some days to work with.  I've got things to do and even more things planned.  And somehow moving past you as was as simple as realizing that you're not who I remember, and aren't be...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 12:52:00 PST

Maybe

Maybe I dream too much.  Or maybe I hear too many thoughts, and so muddle my mind with knowing what you're already thinking.  Maybe I dream too big without ever wanting to leave this place I...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 08:34:00 PST

Life / Independent Hero

I came across this poem today, and I'm not so sure what it means, or even when it's from, though I know I wrote it years ago.  It inspired me to write, and as such I wanted to share the thoughts ...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 12:08:00 PST

See My Soul

Do you really want to see my soul?  I'm as broken in there as you think you are out here.  I've got more to hide than you ever did, yet you laugh at these tales of greatness in you as an imp...
Posted by Hazzard [CJ-Wan Kenobi] on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 08:54:00 PST