The strange unknown things about Zillah
-First and foremost, if we aren't already friends and you do not know me, you probably will not like me. I am not like everyone else, and I'll be damned if I am going to pretend to be. Now......
-I love to play bass guitar. I feel like everything I play has to tell a story without words.However, as much as I love bass, my passion is to be on the mic. I feel like I have/need to be heard.I need to be expressed.
-I am a perfectionist. If my music is not what I want it to be or if it doesn't speak to me, I will change it over and over again.
-I like to go to the cemetery alot. It is very peaceful there.It makes me feel content.
-I like to write. Whether you call it poetry or just writing down thoughts, it is a way for me to vent. No, I am not some insane angry suicidal maniac. Like I said, its a way of venting.
-I believe in God very strongly even though I still listen to the music I used to, dress in black alot, and hang out with people of many different religions. I don't think religion should make or break a friendship.
-I also believe in karma very strongly.
-I read people very well. Don't think your fake "nice" ways are going to fool me.
-Everyone has a presence. Sometimes they are good and other times they are not. If I get bad vibes off of you, I won't talk or hang out with you anymore.
-I don't care about what others think of me. However, I care about what I think about myself.
-I am very independent. I hate asking for help with anything.
-I pretend to be clueless and act like I have no idea whats going on. You can learn alot by doing that. It has worked quite well for me.
-I think everything needs to be on balance.You would never really know how good it felt to be loved if you had never been hurt or alone. You would never value the small things in life if you had always had them. You have to take your good with your bad.
-I absolutely hate liars. Do what you want to me but don't fucking lie about it. It makes you all nothing but bitches who aren't worth my time or patience.
-I love to be spontaneous.
-I have a really bad potty mouth that I am trying to work on. For some reason the F*ck word always finds a way to come out. It is actually annoying me.Thats a lie. I LOVE TO SAY FUCK!!!!!!!
-I am a super nice person and will be your best friend but do not cross my path or I will be your worst nightmare.
-I am an awesome advice giver, yet I can never follow my own when I know what I should be doing.
-I wonder if that makes me a hypocrite.
-I love piercings. I have eleven.
-I love tattoos. I have three going on 100 :)
-I love all types of rock music, classic....metal.....grunge.....punk......goth....alternativ
e....stuff from the 60's and 70's, in other words... all types.
-Anything else that you want to know, feel free to ask
-One more thing, I don't know why I am sharing this but I feel that Jim Morrison knew exactly what was wrong with the world when he said this:~"Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself and especially to feel. Or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to letting a person be what he really is....Most people love you for who you pretend to be....To keep their love, you keep pretending performing. You get to love your pretense....It's true, we're locked in an image, an act and the sad thing is, people get so used to their image they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And if you try to remind them, they hate you for it they feel like you're trying to steal their most precious possession."............* total brilliance *
-If anyone wants to chat, on aim my screename is underjoyed11.........yahoo its cinnamonspider913
