I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU..I JUST STOP SHOWING IT

I would say that I'm a fair person especially in making my decisions and I know I stand up for what I believe in, approachable yet my shyness is misinterpreted as being a snob. I am a very good friend but I can be the biggest bitch especially if the situation requires me too. Not a violent person but will knock your lights out if it comes down to it. I do a lot of thinking and I love being challenged mentally. I'm more of a listener rather than a speaker but if I do not agree with anything, I speak what's on my mind... &ive been to hell back i spill-trip&&embrass myself i cant just flutter my eyes &get that boy. my life is messed up,ive been thorugh more shit than you see on tv.nobodys perfect.ive been lied to.cheated on & had my heart stolen.. ive fucked up,fucked people up&& been fucked up.but ,every hit was worth it because,i felt it..i knew it was real.&& im leaving it wrong everyday.im fucking up royally &&doing everything opposite but do i regret one thing?never.because at one point what i did was what i wanted & i got my fucking satisfaction. . . . my life is mine &&no stupid BITCHES or IMMATURE BOYS can fuck it up for me anymore........ I enjoy being single for now but I'm looking forward to the day when I finally meet the right person. Someone not perfect but sensitive-enough about my feelings. I don't want to rush things. In the right place & time, I know he'll come, but despite all of the words I used to describe myself. I'm simple. I'm real. I'm human..........