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Joshua

demon to some, angel to others

About Me

Hunting for that metaphysical bookstore in this civilized wasteland. Slow mass and radioactive kitchens for sleep. Immersed in axiom one dream at a time. Electrical drones are key. I want to live in Spain.

My Interests

the self-debasement, destruction, and resurrection of the human soul.

I'd like to meet:

angels in heaven, angels from hell.

Music:

Sonic Youth, Slowdive, Suicide, Glenn Branca, Mogwai, My Bloody Valentine, Can, Neu!, Roxy Music, Joy Division, Bauhaus, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sisters of Mercy, Dead Can Dance, Cocteau Twins, This Mortal Coil, Wire, Gang of Four, Liquid Liquid, The Pastels, The Smiths, Radiohead, Oasis, Autolux, Death From Above 1979, Interpol, Sex Gang Children, Fields of the Nephilim, Turbonegro, Madonna, The Contortions, Konk, DNA, Jesu, Journey, Morbid Angel, Arvo Part, Q Lazzarus, infinite more. goth rock, shoegaze, no wave.

Books:

Hubert Selby Jr., William S. Burroughs, Henry Miller, New York Girls (R. Kern), Vice books.

My Blog

dread...

...is strange and so are you.        dreams can breathe so they are real. nights are hard         &n bsp;   &nb...
Posted by Joshua on Fri, 04 May 2007 04:29:00 PST

excerpt from Henry Miller's Time Of The Assassins

Conditioned to ecstasy, the [artist] is like a gorgeous unknown bird mired in the ashes of thought. If he succeeds in freeing himself, it is to make a sacrificial flight to the sun. His dreams of a re...
Posted by Joshua on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 12:53:00 PST

keep your dreams

by Suicide (Vega/Rev) dream/baby dream/keep those dreams burnin' baby/keep that flame burnin' forever/dream/baby dream/forever/dream/dream baby/keep that flame burnin' forever/keep them dreams blazin'...
Posted by Joshua on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 06:24:00 PST

nice girls don't wear cha-cha heels

Which John Waters character are you? You are Dawn DavenportTake this quiz!...
Posted by Joshua on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 06:33:00 PST

alternate realities in Spain

Dawn and i are traveling to Spain tomorrow. fourteen days in intensities. it will be my first time there. my spirit is yet again elevated with joyous abandon. i'm ready to experience the brutal a...
Posted by Joshua on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 03:14:00 PST

ten eternal records

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Posted by Joshua on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 12:46:00 PST

i, cenobite

Title: Which Cenobite are you? (includes pictures) Rating: Teen | Avg Vote: 4.18 | Type: unspecified Add Quiz to My Picks List | Quiz Info | Report This Quiz You're Pinhead. As the head of the Chu...
Posted by Joshua on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 07:32:00 PST

no wave coda

belated repost: my girl Dawn unleashed first-rate No Wave presents onto me this past x-mas. she got me the 2005 Lilith reissue CD of No New York. after the search of the ages, I finally have this...
Posted by Joshua on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 10:13:00 PST

i, factory film

What Andy Warhol Film Are You? You're the movie Kiss! Kiss was a series of 3 minute clips of various people kissing. This was spawned off of the classic cinema that people's lip couldn't touch on-sc...
Posted by Joshua on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 01:29:00 PST

some kind of sick

i have an unhealthy obsession with the uneasy relationship between street trash and high art. i find absolute horror in everyday situations. translating it onto paper is a way for me to deal with the ...
Posted by Joshua on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST