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♥awd

Obstacles are put in your way to see if what your fighting for is really worth it

About Me

Do it Gangsta!
it doesn't matter anymore. i guess things happen for a reason. tears eventually fade && one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed to be. moving on is a process && you have to promise yourself that you're really ready to let go.
♥ Hi. I'm April. Im 16 years old. I grew up in Florida and in '04, I moved to Savannah where I lived until October of '06 when i moved to the amazing atlanta.
♥ I'm the oldest of 4 children. I have a 12 yr old sister and then twin brother and sisters that are 5. Those kids are my life. My parents separated about a year ago and my dad lives in Florida.
♥ I'm very easy going and its hard to make me mad. I love football, my favorite color is blue, my favorite animal is a giraffe, and i am in love with astrology. Having fun is what I do best and I hate sitting still.
♥ I have a tendency of pushing people i love away when im scared because i dont know what else to do. I don't like telling you how i really feel. I'm a huge ditz, I have an attention span of a gold fish, i hate liars, I'm a pushover, I'm easy going, I can take a joke. This is me, if ya don't like me, I don't care. Deal with it.

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This girl.. Hmm what can I say. Cheyanne Renee Hash has been my best friend for two years now. Even though we have had our ups and downs lately, I couldn't live without her. She has helped me through so much stuff in my life and gave me the strength the keep going when I wanted to give up. I love her with all of my heart && without her I wouldn't be me. Therefore she is my hero.

My Blog

when i hear your name.. song on my page

Finally got over that song of ours; stopped chasin' little red sports cars, To check the license plates and I quit drivin' by your place. Back makin' the rounds at our old haunts: Honky Tonks, restaur...
Posted by doin' it gangsta♥ on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 07:43:00 PST

hopelessly lost

I think it's funny how one minute, you can be the happiest person alive. Then the next minute the whole world falls on top of you and it feels as if you are being smuthered to death. You think you fin...
Posted by doin' it gangsta♥ on Thu, 31 May 2007 03:07:00 PST

Feel like a man

She falls to the ground,angry,crying,shocked,breathless,jumping up,she fights back,knowing he will jsut hurt her worse,yet she has to try.He screams at her,his words echo in her head,he has bruised no...
Posted by doin' it gangsta♥ on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 05:53:00 PST

a broken family

Father of pain.Knocking of Heaven's door,Trying to break it down.He pushes away everyone who loves him, screams out hurtful words,doesn't let anyone in,knocks down everyone's dreams.Never does he look...
Posted by doin' it gangsta♥ on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 05:45:00 PST

Me Against The World

Standing alone in the pouring rain,The cruel world shut me out,Screaming at the sky,Words pouring out of my mouth,Trying to catch my words before they hit the ground.Dazed && Confused, My mind...
Posted by doin' it gangsta♥ on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 09:25:00 PST

500 miles away

 -500 miles away-         & nbsp;         500 miles is forever and a day, a trip full of unpleasant dismay.  ...
Posted by doin' it gangsta♥ on Thu, 25 Aug 2005 06:24:00 PST

In God's hands

In Gods hands   When I'm faced with life's highest demand, when it seems as if i never stand a chance, I lay my lie in Gods hands, Here with all in front i stand.   Putting all I have in eve...
Posted by doin' it gangsta♥ on Thu, 25 Aug 2005 06:23:00 PST