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I am not like most girls. I do not wear makeup, I cannot cry on demand, and I do not give a shit about who said what.I cry when I'm sad, I bleed when I'm cut, and I yell when I'm angry. I'm a mother, a sister, a daughter and a girlfriend. But that's not what makes me different.I don't see things the way other people do. I never have. Everything has meaning and everything has purpose. Nothing is an accident and everywhere we have been only maps out where we will someday be. Who we were lays the groundwork for who we will become.I fall in love easy, I'm quick to forgive. If I say forever I mean it. I'm not into one night stands, and no matter how much it may seem like it, I do not like being a bitch.I hate fighting and cannot stand drama. I don't know how to positively resolve conflict, and I have a hard time opening up to people.I have thoughts that I do not think any other person has ever had, nor do I think they ever will. I cannot explain the way I see the world; I can only say that my world seems a bit more vibrant and colorful than others'.I like to watch the sky. Clouds, stars, airplanes, all of it. I like to sit in the grass and watch the ants move. I'm an animal planet junkie.I only need to be surrounded by the people who show me they need to be surrounded by me. I am very poetic, somewhat philisophical, and always sarcastic.I am right 99% of the time, but I am not afraid to admit when I am wrong. I burp, I yell, sometimes I even act like a lunatic in public just to see the reactions of the people shopping there.I don't care what you think of me, because if you matter to me then I know and if i don't or you think badly, then you obviously don't matter.I have a 2 yr old son who, even though sometimes I think he is going to cause me to have a nervous breakdown, is the sweetest, most adorable little boy you ever laid eyes on.And I have a man. A real man, who loves me for me and all my faults. Even the ones I didn't list. He thinks I am gorgeous, and he makes me feel that way all the time. He goes out of his way to take care of me, and despite the selfish impression people get of me, I hope everyone finds love like I have found someday.
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What’s the Point?! (Dear Wes)

Wes, I have always believed that we are here for one reason and that is to be given the opportunity to love and be loved. But lately, since you died, I feel like everything I ever thought was wr...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Dec 2008 03:27:00 GMT

The Day My Phone Rang (RIP Wesley)

The Day My Phone Rang The day my phone rang, I knew it was you. I couldn't say a word; I didn't know what to do. He said you were dead; you passed in the night. This couldn't be real; he couldn't be ...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 16:00:00 GMT

Oblivious

Oblivious Do you even see me anymore? We used to be so close& You and me against the world. I knew everything about you and your life and you about mine. What happened that cau...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 22:41:00 GMT

The End of Now

The End of Now The end of now is looming near. What I saw as a good thing isn't so clear. Ignored and alone I fight not to cry. My sadness showing the harder I try. I woke up today and I knew ...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 09:56:00 GMT

What I Think

Put your name and I'll tell you what's honestly running through my mind... (Stole this from Brooke.) Don't post your name if you can't handle the truth. Im not going to sugar coat s...
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 12:27:00 GMT

LEEP of faith... Or is it something else?

For those of you who were unaware, I recently found out that I have cancer. My doctor says I have to have surgery Tuesday. The surgery is called loop electrosurgical excision procedure I s...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 20:52:00 GMT

To feel or not to feel. . .?

That is the question. In the ever-growing world of selfish indulgences one thing we as a society have turned away from and sometimes, more often than not in fact, choose not to indulge in are our feel...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:05:00 GMT

This N That

What do you do when faced with a situation that will inevitably blow up in your face, regardless of what you do to try and make the best of things? Lose-lose scenarios that seem to cause nothing but ...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 06:01:00 GMT

It is Tomorrow or Never

It is tomorrow or never.Should I jump or just back away?Will you change your mind about us?Will you decide you want to stay?I can see myself in your eyes.But it's always brief and fleeting.Was th...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 12:05:00 GMT

Family ties

Family. One word that means so much. Or does it? I'm beginning to wonder. For some of, family comes first and foremost. Family is the most important thing we have in our life. And yet, for ...
Posted by on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 17:02:00 GMT