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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥"What is sexy? Sexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the hood of your car, tearin my shirt, as you kiss me with the intent to never stop"

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, Listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."
"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. --Marilyn Monroe"
Sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me! So tie me up, smack my ass, and show me that you like me
...I am KAYLA...
...I am a DAUGHTER...
Born 21 years ago to the best parents anyone could ask for. They've been together since high school and have had a great relationship the whole time. I look up to them, because they've been through it all and still remain strong
...I am a SISTER
To 2 younger siblings. Anna--not only my sister by blood, but my best friend, and Max--one of the only people that can really make me laugh about nothing at all.
...I am a GRANDDAUGHTER
Only to one last grandma. She is a survivor of breast cancer. I hope that we will get to spend alot more time with her cause sometimes it feels as though I didn't get to with any of my other grandparents, which I regret. I am the eldest grandchild to her.
...I am an AUNT...
To the cutest, smartest nephew in the world. He'll be turning 1 year old on March 15th, 2009. He is walking well,and has quite the smile starting. He's starting to imitate and be quite the talker. I can't wait to see him.
...I am A NEICE TO 15 AUNTS AND UNCLES...
I haven't gotten to see some of them for a while, but they have all given me some great memories. I have always loved having a large family. I love you all and can't wait to see you again!
...I am a COUSIN TO MANY...
Whether it be 1st, 2nd or 3rd, I have a bunch of them. There is an older generation of cousins, and a younger generation and then a bunch of second cousins on my dad's side. We get it all mixed up cause we all didn't grow up together. But we still talk. My generation considered of 6 kids. Me, my siblings, with Kelly, Chelsey and Bobby. After and before that, I really can't keep track of. On the side of the few that come around like Tiff
...I am an ARMY WIFE...
We met my fiancee, Andrew, for the first time December 8th, 2008. We then became engaged on January 29th, 2009 and got married on March 20th, 2009. He has everything I've ever wanted in a guy. I feel so lucky to have him in my life and can't wait to start our family and life together.
...I am GERMAN,NORWEGIAN,POLISH,ENGLISH,&CANADIAN...
It's a great mix I think. I don't know too much about my heritage, but hopefully I will learn more the older I get.
...I am a SAGITTARIAN...
Born under the Archer aka Centaur(half man, half horse) in 1987. It is a fire element. Ruled by the planet Jupiter. Most compatible with Aries and Leo. Associations with a sagittarian is: Birthstone is Turquoise/Blue Topaz,Color is Purple or Light Blue, Body part is hip and thighs(I have that covered), and Animal is the horse. Now you know a little more :)
...I am a RABBIT...
In chinese mythology that is. Personality for a rabbit is described as:Gracious,perfect friend, kind, sensitive, soft-spoken, amiable, elegant, reserved, cautious, artistic, thorough, tender, self-assured, astute, compassionate, flexible. Can be moody, detached, superficial, self-indulgent, opportunistic . It is both considered a feminine and romantic sign. We are considered artistic, refined, intuitive, and well-mannered. These souls love the preliminaries in love, and are fine artists in their lovemaking.
...I am a GRADUATE...
Class of 2006 from Studio Academy. Eventually, I'd like to go to college, but life has been coming up with different obstacles. So, we'll see what it brings.
...I am a NATIVE MINNESOTAN...
Born and raised in SE Minnesota for the last 21 years, I have recently moved to Oak Grove, KY. Like it down here, but eventually would like to go back up to visit. O, and I still have my Minnesoootan accent.
...I am a BORDER HOPPER...
Of TN and KY I mean :) I cross it almost everyday.
...I am a 1ST PLATOON POC...
I communicate with army families about special things, meetings, etc going on. Also, when our platoon deploys, I will be the one they will call about emergencies and have to communicate with their emergency contacts.
...I am a VOLUNTEER...
I think it's much more rewarding then working and earning money. Although money is nice, it isn't everything to me. I'd like to help people out of the goodness of my heart then anything. Eventually, I would like to volunteer at a women's shelter for domestic violence and share my experience and help others.
...I am a RECREATIONAL AID...
It's only for a little while until I can get something else, but it's the first job I've had in a year, so it's nice to get out and do something. I work with a great crew and it's always laid back :)
...I am an EX-CHEERLEADER...
I made varsity cheerleader in my first year, but decided to transfer schools, so was unable to receive my letter :(
...I am TALL...
For a girl at least. About 5 foot 6 inches tall. But I will wear heels most/all the time so it bumps me up a few inches. Lets just say, that was always my prerequisite for the guys I'd see...have to be taller then me with heels on. I'm really good at walking in them too :)
...I am BLONDE...
Natural and a bottle blonde--Bottle only for a refreshing color update. No, we aren't all stupid like Jessica Simpson. We are just picked on because we get more attention then everyone one else and no one can take it.
...I am CURVEY...
& I'm proud. I don't want the body of a 12 year old boy. I am a woman so I need curves. Hate me because you think I'm fat and overweight, but you just make me realize that you, being skinny, is nothing. Cause most of the time, the curvey girls have more class. So, thank you for proving my point and for complimenting me.
...I am CLASSY...
I like to dress up and look good. I take pride in what I look like. I do it for my own reasons. Not for anyone else's. I love to highlight my hair or change it completely just for a change, I wear makeup, but not alot cause the best beauty is classic beauty. These are things I do for myself.
...I am LOVED...
I am loved by friends, family and my terrific husband. I feel very fortunate that these people have stuck by me through alot of difficult times. If I didn't have them times would be harder, but not all unbearable.
...I am GOAL-ORIENTED...
Eventually, when I get enough money, I would like to go to college. Major in human developement or psychology-That is, unless I find another calling. I'm currently trying for a family. I've always wanted to be a good wife and mother, and I'll take pride in doing that. My family will be my a big part of my life, because those are the things and times that I will the treasure most.
...I am a TRENDSETTER FOR MYSPACE...
Everyone claims that I copy, but really, I don't. I personalize and make things better and more beautiful. For instance, who else would've thought to put their chinese and astrological signs on their myspace? That's right...me and only me...
...I am ATTEMPTING TO GET INTO ENTERTAINMENT...
I was approached by the owner of a wedding dress store, (while I went there looking for my dress), and she said that I had "good look" for media and I could be very beneficial. Since then, I have started putting my name out there and checking out casting calls to try to get exposure...I'm not actively checking it out right now, but I'd be open for it if it comes along.
...I am a SURVIVOR...
Of alot of abuse. Some domestic, some emotional, mental, and physical. But all in all, I feel that if I can overcome those things. I am a stronger woman because of it.
...I am PROTECTIVE...
Of the people that mean alot to me in my life. I have a hard time letting people in. I'm known to fall too fast and to trust people too easily. I ultimately get hurt and put my guard up. But, I'm trying to break it down. I will protect the ones I love with everything I have, even if they hurt me.
...I am a PROCRASTINATOR...
I do this and I'm not proud. It's one of my biggest flaws.
...I am AMUSED BY THE SMALL THINGS...
I feel rain, see a rainbow, see something sparkle across the mall, and I get excited. Call it what you want, but I take enjoyment out of my life. Even the small things and that is special to me.
...I am BLESSED WITH A GREAT FAMILY...
Of course we've had our ups and downs, but they've always been there for me through thick and thin. We've had arguements and I have been "kicked out" a few times, but they've always welcomed me back with open arms. I am blessed that they have taught me so much about life and love.
...I am ARTISTIC...
I wish I had a camcorder in my brain so I could document everything.
I love photography, sketching, painting, and a few others.
...I am a FRIEND/ACQUAINTANCE...
Since leaving MN, I've found out who my real friends/acquaintances are. I don't like getting rid of people as friends unless they really fuck me over. Then, you better watch out.
...I am a BITCH...
I used to be very passive and it just fucked me over. People would take advantage of it. After transfering schools and realizing what a bitch life was, I decided to become more aggressive to my approach.
...I am a SINNER...
I'm not ashamed of that. Everyone has done things that they regret or that were illegal. I, however, don't regret anything I've done that's made me who I am today. Although, I've never smoked or used illegal drugs and I am thankful I can stay on the right path with that.
...I'm a COUNTRY GIRL...
I lived in the country for a good portion of my life. Then moved back to the city for more opportunities. I'll take the smell of a barn over pollution from the city anyday.
...I am CONFIDENT...
In what I want to do and who I want to be. I am having a bit of a hard time figuring out who I am, but hope to really discover her sometime soon. I would like to get more hobbies and figure out what truely makes me happy, cause I've lost that side over the last few years.
...I am a BOWLER...
Always been one of my hobbies, I am very good at it. Get me used to the lane(I don't care who you are, every lane and bowling center is different), and I will kick your ass all over it :)
...I am a SOCIAL DRINKER...
I don't like to trashed, but I will have a few drinks socially with my friends. I like to remember what I do when I consume. I have gotten a little tipsy before, but I've learned to contain my alcohol well and be smart with it.
...I am DRUG-FREE...
I can honestly say that I have never done any drugs in my life. Some people think that's sheltering, I think it's an accomplishment. Being around friends who are addicts or heavy users was always a great test. But, thankfully, I had siblings best intentions to look out for. I also vowed that I would never show them what it's like to be completely shit-faced drunk. Which I've only gotten to once in my life after being the legal age of 21. Although we'll have to see if this did any good, I know that I am different and a lot better person for not being greedy, but for thinking of others that I care about.
...I am OPEN-MINDED...
I have an open mind for any issue or belief...including religion. I don't want people telling me what I should believe cause I think there is an exception to every thought, rule, theory, etc. My religion is unspecified. I mix all thoughts and beliefs into one and it works for me. But I do believe in God, Heaven and Hell.
...I am HATED...
For some reason I have haters that continue to come around for no reason at all. They claim me to be their "stalker" when in reality, it goes both ways. How would you know what my status says...especially since it's written very small...unless you copied, paste, and read it in a different document? Can we say the same damn thing...Stalker?
I don't want shit spread around about me simply for the fact that I have family and people who love me. Unlike some people who have had to move out of their well brought up home for some sort of reason. People always make fun of me for being a little slow. In fact, dumb blonde is something I hear alot usually. When in reality, I've never been book smart. I've always been experience smart. You can always read about these things, but can you live them? I have been through alot of different things...as much as anyone else...or maybe more...so what makes you think that you can personally attack me and call me stupid?
Another thing, people love coming out and attacking me with my own private information. It doesn't bother me, or the people I surround myself around. In fact, the ones that can't accept that, aren't worth my time.I'm sure you probably know some other people that are in the same boat as me. They might just not come out about it simply because you can't keep your mouth closed. But what if they do tell you in the future? You going to harass them as much as me? At least I know so I can be a stronger, more responsible person.
And you can't help but love those girls that are infatuated with infatuation. It's as if they stalk their guys. Ok, Ok...I've done it too...simply because I wanted my player/cheater theory proven...and it was. Every single time. Which comes back to my stupid claim. Who's more stupid? The one that keeps holding on to the hope that something will happen for over a year when in reality, it's all talk and lies? You haven't gone anywhere. You aren't any closer to those people. Why don't you read about that? Or the one that found it out in time to find her happily ever after? I'd say, the first one is a hell lot more stupid then the second. Why waste time on someone when you're going to just be a doormat?
Final thing, they love coming at me about my dreams for a family. News to you...It's something that I've always wanted. I've never lied to someone about becoming pregnant to keep them in my life, unlike many females out there. I figure, you can always go to school and go to work, but you only have so many years until your uterus dries up...then what? Your fucked...which in many cases, wouldn't be a bad idea for you. My decision to have a family early, is my own. I have run it past my husband as well and he agrees with me. Family is the most important thing in your life. Of course, career is also, but what happens if you lose your career, like so many people are doing? What are you going to have then? Just a bunch of cats? In your one bedroom apartment? With a guy that you're psycho madly in love with, who just wants to be "your friend"? While he brings girls home when you're not there, and screws the hell out of them and tells them the same lines (ex. "I love you." "I wanna be with you." "We would look so good together." etc.) Make me sick. I don't want that. So, don't criticize my dreams and wants. Cause I'm allowed to think big or small.
...I am ME...
And I won't change for anyone. If you feel that you want to rip into me because you don't like the way I do things, then you need a life. God created everyone to be different. If we were all like eachother, it would be boring. I'm not saying that I am perfect, because no one is, but I am treasured.
I do have values and morals. A high school diploma and a want to do more when I am able to financially. I like to look good but not over do it. Keep it classy and simple. I have dreams and goals. although things will change up every once in a while, at least I carry those still with me. I am a good role model for my siblings and that's all that matters. I don't do drugs and waited to drink heavily until it was legal. I am there for them at anytime...even though I'm hundreds of miles away.