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This is so... true about me. All of you that know me, know this. I love you all!Well... I figured it was bout time for an update on this thing.... 4/9/08.....There are alot of things that have made me who I am today. Friends/Family/Loss/Consequences/ and just down right the ways of life... I spent the first 15 years of my life growing up in Tillamook Or. On horse back/four wheelers/ dirt bikes.... You name it.. I was a total tomboy. Tillamook is a great place to be from. I can go back and see family and friends whenever I want to. When it comes down to it... I am really glad we left when we did. I would never of been the person I am today had we not left that small town. When I got to Anchorage I started my Freshman year at Dimond High School... what a culture shock I got. Tillamook had 3600 people that lived there in 91 when I left... and Dimond High had 2000 kids attending when I started. It was a shocker but I made it through all 4 years. I met a handful of friends, Kari made my life a whole lot easier once we became friends. She was my bestfriend from Sophmore year on. We did everything together... I was her shadow.. she took me under her wing and introduced me to lots of people. Then I met Travis and Steve... Travis was my highschool sweetheart... we lasted 3 and a half years... and we are still good friends. Steve and I are still friends also. Through Steve.. I met Stephanie. We are still good friends too. They all 4 are wonderful people whom I love dearly....Then comes real life... I met John at Walmart.. we worked there together. Somehow he snuck into my heart and we ended up getting married in August of 97. We were married for 9 years. It was a good run... we had our ups and downs like normal people do, but when it came down to it... we were just really good friends.... In December of 06 I decided I needed a change. After we lost my Brother Matt my outlook on life changed some. I needed more. More companionship, more time for me. I'm not a selfish person but with John being on the road all the time and softball, schuffle board, pool and bowling there was hardly any time for me. We grew apart... Or... I grew apart from him. Either way... it wasn't going to work. I met Roy about a year ealier... we decided to give it a shot. He showed me how fun life could be if I just gave it a try. He moved in with me... it lasted about a year but we were just to different. It didn't work. We taught eachother some good lessons though. I wouldn't change a thing.Somewhere in the middle of all of those years I have ran across some wonderful friends... I don't know how I got so lucky but I did. Most of them came from work. I work for a veterinary hospital. I've got Jess, who tought me that's it's ok to be young and naive at times. I have Toni that has taught me to be a little bit nicer to people sometimes, then there's Kenzie who has taught me how to listen to peoples problems before putting my 2 cents in, or maybe my 2 cents doesn't need to be put in at all. Just listen it will help whoever is talking. I've also got Brady, he is my lil brother.... by heart not by blood. He has taught me that it's ok to ask for help. I learned long ago that if I wanted something done to just do it myself. I can depend on Brady. He always comes through (eventually). Then there's my Sis Cass. She has taught me what sisterly love is all about... the fighting/squabbling get madder than hell at.. but still know that we love eachother more everyday. She has taught me more than ya'll wanna read on this page. And last but not least... I met the love of my life at the end of last year. It was the 2nd time in life that we had met. This time... it's forever. I met Brad for the first time in Jr. High, in Tillamook. We went to school together for 2 years. Then I moved up here. About 6 months ago we started chit chatting. Nothing serious for a bit, then... it went into the snowball effect. One word, one feeling, all turned into thousands of them. I had him talked into moving up here in 2 weeks. I flew to Portland on Jan. 18th. we loaded up the U-haul and headed home. We made it in 3 days, 52 hours driving time. It was a long trip but I'd do it all over again if it ment getting him up here. He is the best thing that's happenend to me in a very long time. He brings back the old days, the ones I spent with Matt. He also brings me new feelings and a new outlook on life. This is why I've quit smoking. It's been hard.. but I can do it... I can do anything with him by my side..... Thanks Baby!! I love you.... ♥ ♥ ♥ And Thank you to ALL of my friends and family... I couldn't do it without all of you......
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