~*~*~ needing lots of time to think~*~*~

I love him and i think he knows, but he could never love me the way i love him. He means more to me then life its self. We have are days, good and bad but we alowas find are way sid by sid, hand in hand. We learn more about each outhe every day that goes bye. I tell him that I love him and sometimes I think that he thinks im joking, but i could never joke about my love for him. He holds my hand every time i start to slip, and catches my tears when they start to fall. He dose all this stuff for me and all I got to give back is something that could not be seen but fealt in the heart.(my forever love for him) ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------We talked about beig friends, We talked about being lovers. We tlaked about the past we talked about the futer and all that it holds. I love you like no other and I promis that un tell deth do us part I wil never leave you. Night and day your always on my mind. The frist time we talked I could hear it in your voice that it was ment to be. With me by your side for now as your girlfriend and as i pray I hope that one day you will look me inthe eyes and take my hand and ask my to take your name because I would want nothing then to be in the end " Sandra Ann *****" and to wake up every morning, look in your dark bold eyes. that would make me the most happest girl aroung. I know that when you dream at night, you dream of me. Knowing that if you liked what you drmpt about I would make your dream come true. And if that is only one thing I do for you I would do it over and over.------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------The darkness pulls me in more and more. The sun may rise but in the dark I remain, rolled in a ball stuffed in a corner worndering how long this might last. HOw long it might be befor I can have my life back,befor i can go back into the light. Some times i wonder if i'll ever go back because every day that passes I go fearther into the darlness fearther away from the light. The light dimmens day by day, I find more and more about whats going on, why im going into the darkness. It's because of what they did to me that made me this way,how they acted. and now im in the darkness so fare I cant see the light. This is wat they did and now this is who I am, a sole forgoten for ever ------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------When she talked about you I thought she was just upsest.She talked about how you talked to her and it all seemed to sweet that there could never be a guy such as you cuz I have seen many guys and how they are and I just thought that they were all the same. When I talked to you all my thoughts abou how I will never find the fight guy, changed because, when I talked to you, you make me fell so sechol, you make me fell so right. You make me smile you make me laugh, and I hope this will always last. You make me fell like I have never telt befor. You told me to folow my heart when I was going through problems ans my heart lead me stright you you. When you tell me hou you fell it makesme fell so happy because when you talk I can tell that it comes from deep in yoru heart. I have never felt ofr any other guy as I fell for you and when I tell you taht I love you it comes from deep inside because I could never tell you something I didn't mean. And so fr the present and the futuer I will kep you close to me andnever let you leave my heart.------------------------------------------------------ -----------------------When he held me in his arms I could fell that something wasn't rightThe way things were as time went buy I could fell it more and moreTheir preacher on my chest Became more intenseThen one day my heart explodedAnd with a heart i no longer haveHe tells me I'll be nothing with out him and I'll miss him soBut in my eyes i see the world And my new life and all that it holdsI can see I'll be better now then i ever was beforeWith out the preacher I can breathWith new hands holding me---------------------------------------------------------- -----------------

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