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Beautiful Disaster

People show you who they are everyday. Believe them.

About Me

I'm totally random. People tend to underestimate me a lot. I'm impulsive and I jump into things with both eyes shut. I kill plants and I'm bad with money. I fight for what I love and I hate people who try to push their beliefs on me. I wasted a lot of time holding grudges and I've recently found out how good it feels to forgive someone. My little sister Jenna is my heart and I will go out of my way to make sure nobody ever hurts her. I will never compromise who I am for anyone. If you don't like that then keep on moving....

In 2008 I published my first book of poems titled In Need of a Pause. I am currently working on the 2nd. ♥

I also work with breast cancer patients as a certified mastectomy fitter.

I love doing what I do.

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Sylvia Plath, Marilyn Monroe, The Kennedy's, Al Pacino & Johnny Cash. Plus I'm a hopeless romantic & still want to meet that guy who will be my real life Prince Charming.

My Blog

November

I wrote this last October. But it especially applies today....12 years since he's been gone.Every damn NovemberI'm missing you like madCrumbles of my childhoodAnd the man that I called DadI'm trying t...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Nov 2009 11:27:00 GMT

Love's Defeat

.................... My page It stays blank Missing the words I cant find It seems most of the time Its out of sight; Out of mind .. .. One person alone Making the trek t...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Sep 2009 18:49:00 GMT

Glass

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Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 17:58:00 GMT

Surrender

Your love has me in a panicAnd still you remain so calmI dont wear my heart on my sleeve anymoreInstead its encased in your palmI keep waiting for the new to wear offAfraid the edges might start to ...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 14:59:00 GMT

Angels & Apologies

Last night I dreamt about the angel of deathExcept he was really someone, that I once knewAnd he was there to schedule a death for youHis arms were full of papers Made up lists, with names and datesAn...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Dec 2008 04:48:00 GMT

Tattered Pages of a Messed Up Fairy Tale

I always thought I wanted A man who was honestUntil his honesty broke my heartHis words came slow and steadyMeanwhile I was falling apartThe tears came fast Oh I tried to gain controlBut his voice has...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Nov 2008 01:07:00 GMT

Charm (repost)

Maybe there is no fairy tale after all They've been trying to tell me That in the end I would fall So I'm starting to believe That they could be right But with all of his charm I somehow lost ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 16:13:00 GMT

Black Ink

I closed my eyes and listened to the buzzing sound. Tiny little pricks into my skin. My jeans were pulled down and I sat there exposed while he worked & worked. Branding me like an animal. I went ...
Posted by on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 17:02:00 GMT

Loving You

I love you, you know Even when you run and hide And I still keep holding onto This guy so numb, who never cries   I love you most in the middle of the night When you're too exhausted to be ...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 01:40:00 GMT

Still I chase you...

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Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 16:37:00 GMT