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About Me


My life may not be that special but its never been lived before.
Twice.


I am a man. Perhaps part lion. Hear me roar.
Be well, do good work, and keep in touch.®

My son:
Look here! Now I'm a man of many talents and a man of my word But on my path to see the light sometimes my vision gets blurred It's all a part of growin up and seein life at it's worst Then tryin to iron out my wrinkles, puttin family first It seems like the whole world is out for sinkin my boat But with God as my navigator I'll be stayin afloat And I admit to bein caught by many foolish distractions Then I'm forced to pay the price as the result of my actions I'm battlin with MYSELF and every DAY it's a war Curiosity killed the cat, why am I Curious George? Gotta keep my nose up outta thangs that ain't none of my biz And just cause somethin looks don't really mean that it is Get through the agony and anger, the pain and strife And take the necessary steps to try to change my life I got some questions for you Lord cause my mentality's hood So why is everything that's bad for me feel so good? Now I'm a only child, so excuse some of my selfish ways I got spoiled when I was young, spoil myself today Oh but I feed at least a thousand stomachs and how I've done it is from the ground up a hundred miles and runnin Dodgin and duckin everybody tryin to hammer me down A self-made millionaire, baby look at me now Can't tell me nothin still hungry as the day I began Cause all I ever really needed was a pen in my hand And a, pad in my lap, didn't matter in fact Me and my momma lived in one room, and what's badder than that was a young man forced to grow up at the age of 12 Tryin to get in where I fit, streets givin me hell But yet I give it right - back, so how you like - that Continue doin wrong 'til I was on the right - track Tell me 'bout heavy money I might give it a PUSH But a, bird in the hand is worth two in the bush Come on No matter how much older we get man, we all still children at heart We all make mistakes, it's all good Now I've tried plenty of times to get rid of my bad habits Livin life on the cuttin edge, takin a stab at it And learnin from my mistakes, try not to make 'em twice Just admittin when I'm wrong, tryin hard to make it right And baby, nobody's perfect in this world of ours There's plenty people gettin stitches in this world of scars But over time, pray to God that he can heal your wounds Try to love and love again until they seal your tomb Cause life is short if you don't know this it'll pass you by That's why my head is in the clouds tryin to pass the sky Never blinkin for a minute, keep my eyes on my foes They wanna catch me in the open, bring my life to a close Meanwhile that's why I'm bringin so much life to my shows I've seen smiles I'm makin changes turnin glitter to gold Don't let these devils play you down or belittle your soul Just be happy with yo'self and it's so simple to grow Come on

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

You. Join the marquee? .. >
why don't you ever want to play? i'm tired of this piece of string you sleep as much as i do now and you don't eat much of anything i don't know who you're talking to i made a search through every room but all i found was dust that moved in shadows of the afternoon and listen about those bitter songs you sing? they're not helping anything they won't make you strong so we should open up the house invite the tabby two doors down you could ask your sister if she doesn't bring her basset hound ask the things you shouldn't miss: tape-hiss and the modern man the cold war and card catalogues to come and join us if they can for girly drinks and parlor games we'll pass around the easy lie of absolutely no regrets and later maybe you could try to let your losses dangle off the sharp edge of a century and talk about the weather or how the weather used to be and i'll cater with all the birds that i can kill let their tiny feathers fill disappointment lie down lick the sorrow from your skin scratch the terror and begin to believe you're strong all you ever want to do is drink and watch tv and frankly that thing doesn't really interest me i swear i'm going to bite you hard and taste your tinny blood if you don't stop the self-defeating lies you've been repeating since the day you brought me home i know you're strong.
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My Blog

Back In School

I should post that I am back in school full time going for my degree in Nuclear Medicine. It is not easy. Wish me luck! Nuclear Medicine has not only to do with using radioactive substances to better ...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 18:09:00 GMT

Thanksgiving

Dad, me, Mom, and sister Sarah Sarah and Aunt Cindy entertain Liebe (My grandmother and my inspiration for unconditional Love for all)
Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 23:26:00 GMT

My son Ryans Christmas Concert

Mom, me, Ryan (the Rock Star), and his mother Sandra, (my ex-wife) Mom, me, Ryan, Dad
Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 23:15:00 GMT

Christmas Eve

Christmas Eve has been a blessed evening. It started with an 8pm AA Big Book study meeting that my own sister sat up front and chaired as host while Charlene led. Watching what Sarah has become after ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 23:02:00 GMT

blessings in disguise....

Well, my coma and hospital stay had the after-effect of opening all kinds of social service oportunities for me. I have had to deal with making thousands of phone calls a day, mail numerous applicatio...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 13:12:00 GMT

Day 2

Day 2 without a smoke and it hasn't been as bad as it seems at times mainly since the the craving comes up but disappears so quickly. Actually I can probably credit over a month in a hospital bed...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 00:35:00 GMT

Why were here...

I wrote this a few days out of the coma. I think it was the first day I was able to go outside in a wheelchair, feel the sunshine, see all the people, and realize that this was the real reality. And I...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 21:09:00 GMT

To the fellowship...

I have to take a moment to thank, in a way I'm not even capable, all my friends that came to see me in my coma. I had no idea how many of you did come but I keep getting asked by so many of you all, "...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:47:00 GMT

My life out of life

I quit smoking tomorrow. I've had a few puffs since Friday but it doesn't taste right. I meet with my 'team' of doctors tomorrow and go on the patch.I feel like I have to write somewhere what I exper...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 20:56:00 GMT

The boy hits the stage

My son Ryan got to do a gig at the Continental Club with the band he was with at Rock Camp USA. They tore it up. I'm too tired to write more. Most of the pics came out crap, but the memories are real ...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 01:18:00 GMT