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VANESSA

I am here for Dating, Friends and Networking

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I'd like to meet:

Hayden Christensen and Jude Law.....Ooooh yeah

All I ever wanted has left me standing here alone
A marker on my head and this flag won't die
How many times can one deserve it?
Lust, lies and enticement have all capsized
Sometimes beauty is just a hindrance.
Every tear feels new, but all it's the same
It's just a different day it has to go through.

Music:


My Blog

Course XIX

A lack of the common smileDown the lanes, past my eyesOnly pretending to knowEverything real, I'm trying to showA slip in the wrong directionThe shoes didn't fit this timeMy seat warm with tensionThis...
Posted by VANESSA on Sat, 17 May 2008 02:23:00 PST

The Apologetic Hand

The sheepish guiltThe underlying thoughtsThe intrinsic waysThe regretful heartThis is me, I'm sorryThe spoken wordsThe flustered lipsThe jumper, the seekerThe inability withinThis is me, I'm sorryThe ...
Posted by VANESSA on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 09:37:00 PST

Lost In Thought

The highlands to the frameWith smoke that lingersI sit here while you sit thereMind charging, silently unsureSubsiding into raptureTokens of faithReluctant to breatheMore than willing to tryI see what...
Posted by VANESSA on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 03:09:00 PST

Conviction Is Only What You Make It

Maximum strength to the heart of it allHold on as long as you can handle the fallIn a shambles, waiting on the universeTalk only dark and low, ask convenientlyTurn away the shine, bring on the monochr...
Posted by VANESSA on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 05:28:00 PST

From The Shadow Comes The Warmth

I am from the desert roseA place most undesirableWhere the day fades fastWhere the night is coldI am from the red retreatOf black stars and broken heartsThe divergence of kinNow the best I've seenI am...
Posted by VANESSA on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 11:05:00 PST

Come to Nothing

Minutes away tonight, memory slowly fading Edges flushed, no hesitation lostOne in a million, what a play on wordsBurn the midnight oil, wonder what went wrongFlip the pages of a magazine, surf the ch...
Posted by VANESSA on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 02:17:00 PST

Disheartened and Departed

Through the pink shimmer of inhibitionA twisted cloud of hopeCan't stand the silence of the unknownRipen to the words that you can't speakLet me in on the secret, and I'll give you meStop with the gam...
Posted by VANESSA on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 12:58:00 PST

Miles shall never heal a heart...

These gates are a shelter from harmThis heart is concealed to myselfThe light has deemed The case is filed and lockedClose the shutters, the sun is painBlossoms have no meaning Abstract beauty is lost...
Posted by VANESSA on Sat, 12 May 2007 01:25:00 PST

Political Smoke

Parliament in lightDeception into daySolid as the postCadence turned awayHate into hopeHope into tearsPain is the tingleSensation killed with fearGenerated visionsPages turned and grayOils of fire, es...
Posted by VANESSA on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:58:00 PST

Favorable Results

Every vile twist you put me through Every godawful tear I criedI Think I'm much better nowHappy to say I'm aliveBut here's the twist that you getFor every turn you triedEverything falls back fourfoldI...
Posted by VANESSA on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 02:04:00 PST