the tomb of our forlorn love. . .

About Me

Once again I find myself typing this dribble out long after the sun as made it's way to the other side of the world leaving me and everything I have in this peaceful shroud of night. I suppose this section should be the easiest of all to fill out, give you all an idea of who this person is -- a grammatically correct stream of words that serve no other purpose than to cultivate an image of who I believe myself to be. So that leaves me to decide what are the most important things you need to know in order to grasp some understanding of me. Sitting here my vision flips from an expensive piece of paper that is supposed to indicate heightened ability to communicate and analyse, to chance encounters dressed in leather and demin that I was lucky enough to catch on film and I wonder what you all really need to know about me? If I could tell you the exact number of pages I've typed in my life time would that give you some indication of how my brain works, or doesn't? What if I disclosed that I tend to count down the days to trivial events? Would you assume then that this life is vacant, missing some important component? Or if I told you that there are three bottles of pills infront of me -- would you assume that I'm an addict of some sort? This is the problem you see, I cannot tell you enough about me for you to truly grasp who I am. All I can give you are snippets of me that are not fully explained and allow you to create the me you want to see. Then I become nothing more than a characiture whose meaning is defined entirely by the opinions of others. So in a vain attempt to avoid this I will tell you only one thing about me and I will try to explain it to its fullest so as to leave nothing for you to imagine.I am typing. Trying, as always, to fill this physical void with something that does more than take up space. Trying to fill the void with something to be remembered, something to be pondered, something that screams this is me without revealing much at all.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

So many people, both alive and dead. To name a few The Rasmus, Tim O'Brien (I could ask him about his writing), Elvis (that would just be cool), and of course HIM.

Music:

HIM
Aerosmith
The Rasmus
Metallica
Everclear
69 Eyes
Type O Negetive
Hank III
Johnny Cash
System of a Down
Apocalyptica
Depech Mode
Megadeath
Bon Jovi
My Chemical Romance
Tom Petty
Green Day
CKY
Dave Mathews Band
Guns N Roses
The Doors
Nirvana
Audioslave
Alice in Chains
Elvis
Muse
Avenged Seven Fold
Rammstein
Black Sabbath
Billy Idol
Foo Fighters
Sting
Queen
The Thorns
Avenue Q Soundtrack
Vivaldi
Bloodhound Gang
Miles Davis
Velvet Revolver
Ani DiFranco
Bach
Blink 182
Boxcar Willie
Buckcherry
Charon
Chuck Berry
Clutch
Coldplay
Creadence Clearwater Revival
Cyndi Lauper
Danko Jones
Dolly Parton
Eminem
Ella Fitzgerald
The Gits
Lacuna Coil
The Refreshments
Sir Mix A-Lot
The Sounds
Trace Adkins
Turbonegro
U2
Weezer

Books:

The Things They Carried
If I Die in a Combat Zone
The Great Gatsby
Breakfast of Champions
The Illiad
Orlando
Hamlet
Wonderboys
the Divine Comedy
Woman Hollering Creek
The Kite Runner
The Kalevala
Leaves of Grass
Night
After Theory
July, July
Songs of Innocence and Experience
Going After Cacciato
Ten Little Indians
The Castle
Between The Acts

My Blog

For Vaurissa

So like yeah, I'm like sitting here and stuff, and this crazy Finnish music is totally blaring in the background. Yeah, today I totally went to the mall and had a totally bitchin' time. Li...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Sat, 26 May 2007 11:54:00 PST

Don't look back once

I started writing the other day. . .early last week to be exact and it's been odd. After not being able to write for so long, not beng able to extract the images appropaitely from my distorted m...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Mon, 21 May 2007 08:43:00 PST

it's late, I can't sleep, mental dribble

Have you ever believed that something was so lost you could never get it back? And in that loss did you find it impossible to move, to think, to interact, to live? I've sat here most of th...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 01:01:00 PST

He Saw Red

A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y1. Do you like anyone?:of course2. Do they know it?: hope so3. Simple or complicated?: more complicated than I look4.Last time you cried?: too recently to get intoIN -...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 10:12:00 PST

Random blog stuff

About You:..:. high school: Stadium High.:. junior high school: Jason Lee .:. elementary school: Grant.:. favorite soda: Coke.:. favorite band: HIM.:. favorite animal: Cats.:. favorite fruit: ras...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 10:00:00 PST

Questions to pass the time. . .

1. Do you still talk to the first person you kissed?Haven't seen him in years 2. Have you ever seen your best friend naked?heheheh ;) 4. What is the best thing about your job?It's starting in two days...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 07:30:00 PST

I could rough up the sides. . .

97 THINGS ABOUT ME ...N0 LYING - BE HONEST(001) Your gender: Femal(002) Straight/gay/bi?: straight(003) Single/taken?: Taken(004) Want to be?: Why not(005) Age?: 25(006) Age you wish you were: 21(009)...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Sun, 14 May 2006 12:41:00 PST

. . .tonight for love

whats your name spelt backwards?: ydnic What did you do last night?: updated a fic, read, and played on myspaceThe last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: musicHave you ever licked a 9 volt bat...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Fri, 12 May 2006 04:39:00 PST

World was on fire. . .

1. Favorite band(s)? Aerosmith, HIM2. Do you enjoy concerts? yup3. What was the last concert you attended? HIM last October, but I'll be missing them in 2 weeks, so sad4. Music you couldn't live witho...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Fri, 12 May 2006 04:27:00 PST

. . .easier than putting up a fight

Go to the music player of your choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud and press play. Use the song titles as your answers. NO CHEATING!How does the world see me?Song: Fade to ...
Posted by the tomb of our forlorn love. . . on Fri, 12 May 2006 04:11:00 PST