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"lil girl from central high"

let's roll, daddio

About Me

cigars, music, honesty (brutal if need be), cooking for you, sarcasm, intelligence, wife-beaters, jelly bracelets, camo, expressing myself, making you laugh, not wearing makeup (except maybe eyeliner and mascara), shooting pool, watching movies, strutting, staring, being me, long nights with longer conversations, coffee-black, respect, knowing who i am, learning something new about you/me everyday, harleys, the awkward in between periods when the tension is so thick you could cut it with a knife, chivalry (but i will pay when i can afford it.....if you let me), pictures, art in general, singing in my empty apartment so i can't be told to stop, dancing at work when the joint is empty, writing, eyes, zippo, chicago, memories (because no memory is "bad"; i wouldn't be me now without any of them)...aim/yim = rusalkatamara" target="_blank"

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people in real life. i don't think online interactions are anywhere near the real thing.....Slowpoke Rodriguez

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Music:

surf rock, oldies, soul, jazz, blues, metal, punk, rockabilly, anything anti-pop, sevendust, ben e. king, the temptations, at the drive in, rancid, suicide machines, metallica, bury your dead, lacuna coil, techno, the invincible speedholes, man or astroman?, dick dale, the animals,eric clapton, dark shift, 9 mm solution, the heavils, aretha franklin, wanda jackson, taj mahal, the big bopper, bo diddley, kim lenz, stevie wonder, the coasters, ray charles, chuck berry, paul butterfield, poe...

Movies:

spun, swimming pool, requiem for a dream, everything is illuminated, fear and loathing in las vegas, pulp fiction, man on fire, kill bill vol 1, ferris bueller's day off, run lola run, y tu mama tambien, goodfellas, niagara, roma, die mommie die, 13, the ring, memento, eternal sunshine, but im a cheerleader, clockwork orange, constantine, green street hooligans...

Television:

family guy, that 70s show, law and order, aqua teen hunger force

Books:

as i lay dying, the color of water, absalom! absalom!, the celestine prophecy (although i need to finish it), the sound and the fury, waiting for the barbarians, the giving tree, smack, angela's ashes, tis, child called it...

Heroes:

my mom, michele, my brother, my father, my grandparents, kara, our nation's soldiers: past, present, and future

My Blog

here is something you can't understand

i think my plans have turned nearly 180.  an adrenaline rush to stare intimidation in the eye and refuse to budge..... its the season for walking everywhere, skin glistening in the hot summer ray...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 10:10:00 PST

life perks

feeling the sunshine warm your skin, even if the wind is chilled. sharing a smile.  the feeling is compounded by the unity. looking into someone's eyes and feeling them.  feeling their emoti...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:33:00 PST

my night cap is my writing

she lay on the concrete floor.  the cold spots pressed against her curves, slowly heating up to her touch.  the songs playing on and on sent vibrations through the room. it felt so empty in...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:49:00 PST

what a night

i was stir crazy-i had to do something (as if the incessant messaging/commenting/browsing weren't evidence enough).  so i checked with kara and chad would be back home, offered to hop on the 10 o...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:35:00 PST

bring on the rain.

the sun has set.  im debating if i turn my lights on or just survive on the glow of my electronics.....its almost surreal to sit here in the dark.  my guilty pleasure music (reggaeton......i...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 03:54:00 PST

i gotta stop this whole blogging thing.....

another night of luckies.  watching the smoke swirl from my incense.  and crooning along to the yardbirds/aretha/every other good musician i feel like singing with.   life is ok....
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:55:00 PST

tomorrow, perhaps,

i hope it keeps snowing tomorrow; i want nothing better than to bundle up, wander off to somewhere peaceful, look up at the stars and try to conceptualize my place here.  i'm sure campus will be ...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 07:07:00 PST

single awareness day (aka valentines day)

hallmark holidays.  blech. if you want to do something sweet or romantic, don't do it because they say to.  do it because you want to. do it because its right.  do it to make me smile.&...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:39:00 PST

fyi

in case we don't talk anymore/we haven't talked recently/you despise me/i despise you/you don't pay attention/you don't believe me, i'd like to let you all know. i've started my ocs application packe...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 12:34:00 PST

honoring my roots

i popped in a movie i bought, hoping it would be a quick flick to delay my research i needed to complete.  i had no idea what i was about to embark on......   to my surprise, it was based in...
Posted by "lil girl from central high" on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:26:00 PST