YUNG MAN

I have been through all types of bad weather an I have all ways made it to my destination!! I was so lost n my mind and my heart became hard like rock and it seem at one point that it was lost with my mind.. I have seen the smiles with out joy and the cry without tears. I was that person who couldnt live life and only knew how to walk dead.. I have seen the blood flow from the nails that I used to crucified him on a daily bases. I seen myself in the mirror and the reflection that I seen was of a man who I didnt know. I begin to ask myself questions like who r u and wuts ur purpose of being here.. I felt this strong depression because I couldnt answer my very own questions n this seem to b the only feeling I got when I had any feelings.. I was lost in a world of my own sin and in this world of mine I still had no place in it.. I was lost n a lost world jus standing still because the lack of direction of where to go.. Then I called a name that jus happen to be in the back of my mind. this was a name that my parents taught me growing up as a child.. I open up my mouth but befor the word of five letters came forth.. I seen a light shine out of a place that I never knew existed. This light was seen bright even with my eyes close. I could feel it on my face and on my skin its was like a coat that was thrown over me like the women n the church who falls out in the spirit.. Then there was a hand that was so big n in the form of a cloud that begin to come down from this light.. I was so scared that I cried tears that I never knew I had..Jus then this great hand took me out of this world that I had created and built with sin and frustrations.. I was taken to a place that answers the question of my heart.. I was completely changed and then taken back to this world but when I got back I seen doors that where open and arrows pointing in the direction I was to go.. I could cry when I felt need to and finally I was able to put the nails down. I was truely raised from the dead death of the world of sin that I created and now I stand A new man. The days I went through this world of sin and felt defeated I found out that I was jus getting prepared for gods wonders to be shown in my life!! I will always remember that bright hand in the form of a cloud that took me.. I kno now that what I went through was jus THE MAKING OF SUMTHING GOOD!!