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I go by many names. many call me Laurie, logan and aunt teneya call me Laur-na-nan-anaitor,ashleigh calls me beast,mom might call me sunshine every now and then,uncle alvin calls me caroline because i look like my grandmother,and i'll occasionally get called a ho or whore, but it's all in jest.i get picked on a lot, that just seems to be the way people show their love for me.that sounds kinda snobby,but i don't mean it that way,maybe i just think it sounds snobby.i don't know what makes me so pickable, but it eventually, you too will do it.i like books,but i typically do very little reading of them.i love to read on roadtrips though,but i don't take one that often.my favorite holiday is christmas; the decorating,the family, the cold weather,the movies,the sweaters,scarves, beanies,and the such.i pretty much live off of pasta. without really thinking about it i'll have 2 or 3 different kinds of pasta for like 4 meals in a row,if that makes any sense. i'm told i have a good sense of humor(i must say,i do tend to make myself laugh),but it takes me a while to get comfortable enough with people to show it...sometimes...most of the time.i guess i'm afraid of saying something stupid and people looking at me weird,an insecurity problem, obviously.but usually i'm quiet and rather timid. sometimes that makes me look mean or mad,but i try to smile so that it just makes me look quiet and timid.cause i'm really not mean.even if you're the most annoying person ever,i probably won't be mean to you.i probably should try and be mean sometimes, otherwise people may take advantage of me..or something.i play the violin..but not much,and very poorly. i'm kinda in to cake decorating right now,so that may be some big part in my future somehow. i like to decorate my room in different ways too,what i can do,i have a small room. i have an interest in sign language,i'm not fluent by any means,but i like it.spanish too. i'm not all that intelligent, but yet, not entirely stupid either. i put myself down wayyyy to much. i'm a VERY picky eater. i LOVE LOVE LOVE movies.but only the good ones. i like the beach,but usually at night; it's much more peaceful at night, and i'm not really interested in actually swimming any ways, and on top of that i burn instead of tan.so night just works out better for me.i'm been homeschooled my entire life. it causes some problems and issues,but it also has many benefits. besides,public schools in my town suuuckk. i've been to 4 different countries; mexico,costa rica, honduras,and nicaragua. my favorite was nicaragua.it was sooo pretty! i love rainy days, as long as i can somehow avoid my hair from getting wet. reading up on the roof is the only place i like to read, or maybe in the pool when it actually has some water in it. i don't have a lot of friends, but i'm faithful to the ones i do have. probably not as faithful as i should be, but i do try. music is a blessed thing. i daydream alot. i drink A LOT of dr. pepper, and not enough water. i'm physically fit,but i probably shouldn't be.i don't eat alot, but what i do eat isn't all that healthy,and i work out maybe 3 times a month.but yet my legs are firm..hmm. i have exyma (not at all sure how to spell that, but it's that really bad skin condition). so if you're a guy and you want to hold my hand..it might not be too soft,but hold it anyway. unless i push it away,then just forget about it.haha.i'm being so blunt. but only on the computer am i blunt, in person i probably wouldn't say this stuff.i also have scoliosis, but it's not a big deal. i hate hearing people brag, it irritates me.i love urban outfitters, charrlotte rouse, rave,and target. you'll sometimes see me driving a big fat van, and you may be tempted to laugh. go ahead, laugh, i'd laugh. i have an older brother, a sister-in-law, an older sister who is my best friend in the whole wide world,2 nephews, and 2 parents, who raised us all right.sure they may seem to be too strict sometimes,but it's all for the betterment of us.and,not always,but most of the time i'm grateful for how they have raised us. they're soo loving too. sometimes you can get annoyed by how loving they are.as weird/bad as that may sound. clothes are FABULOUS!and i like to wear them.that is all for now,i might add some as time passes by. i hope you have been entertained.

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the gardener

Your questioning eyes are sad. They seek to know my meaning as the moon would fathom the sea. I have bared my life before your eyes from end to end, with nothing hidden or held back. That is why you k...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 07:19:00 GMT

the coming end of the year.

things are really going to change over the next year.i'm graduating, then going away to college,if i can get in right away,if not then i'll have to wait a little while.either way,things will be differ...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 20:09:00 GMT

life

i'm ready to leave my typical,everyday lifestyle and do something different. be a new person. try things that i've never tried before.make some friends who can't live without me. i know i have them no...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 13:40:00 GMT

on being joyful and content.

i'm ecstatic!and my thoughts are uncontrollably sporadic! yet centered around one center                    &nb...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 15:37:00 GMT

yep.

my heart is beating...hard.it sounds like some sentence meant to sound like i'm in love. sorry,but i'm not.romantically at least. it's just beating hard right now. i can feel myself moving with the be...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 13:27:00 GMT

these strange,deep feelings.

so me and mom were talking about school tonight. when we'd start. the things we'll study. where we need to go to buy the books. so, as i usually do around this time of year, i got an inspiration to le...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 20:35:00 GMT

R.I.P Edgefield S.C

so sunday i went to my aunts funeral.the crowd wasn't as big as i'd expected,and the only music they played was the typical depressing funeral music. however my dad did a really good job with the serv...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 14:42:00 GMT

ashleigh has tagged me...not you..me

The first player of this game starts with the "6 random things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. ...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 17:44:00 GMT

THE SNEEZE!!

>       They walked in tandem, each of the ninety-two students filing> into the already crowded auditorium  With rich maroon gowns flowing> and the traditional caps,...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Apr 2006 14:05:00 GMT

accurate..i think

so i took some dr. phil test..and i think the result is pretty darn close! i was greatly impressed! ------------------------------------------------ People see you as sensible, cautious, careful ...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Mar 2006 14:23:00 GMT