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[x_M0RB1D.M1ND_x] Some of us were never meant to fit in

About Me


- I am Shadow (my real name is Ayelen but I HATE it).
- I live in Buenos Aires, Argentina (in a small town that is not worth being mentioned...).
- I'm crazy. I'm a freak, a weirdo, or whatever you call people like me.
- I'm bisexual and I'm very proud of it, so if you have a problem with that keep it for yourself or just ignore me. I'm not afraid of it, I will always say it, I don't give a shit what you think about me.
- I'm really comfortable with the way I think, with my beliefs, and with my extraordinary morbid mind. I'm proud of being who I am, I've been through a lot of shit, but I always found a way to get up again. I know I'm strong. If I fall I know that I'll soon be feeling better than ever before.
- I believe that I can get ANYTHING I want.
- I'm quite self sufficient, I only need help at certain moments.
- I used to suffer for my past, but I no longer do that. My past made me who I am, but I live for today and for tomorrow.
- I write novels and stories since I was 14. I'm hoping to publish my first vampire novel very soon.
- I'll be a movie director, I'm gonna start studying for that next year (I can't wait!). I just love the future I've planned for myself.
- I'm very passionate about what I do and say.
- I love reading, writing and drawing.
- I'm too sensible and intelligent.
- I cry a lot, but I laugh even more.
- I'm the kind of person that gets depressed very easily, but I often recover even more easily.
- I'm different to everyone else, I'm never gonna be like other people of my age. I don't act the same way others do, I have fun in other ways... I love my peaceful and quiet world, though another type of fun is not bad sometimes... =P
- I'm very self confident in many aspects, but not so much in others... I'm shy and quiet, I'll only feel comfortable once I get to know you well.
- I'm some 'sort of satanist', I have my own religion, I hate christianity and obssessive christians, so FUCK OFF, don't try to change me!
- I love blasphemy *___*
- I think there's nothing more sexy and two men having sex... =D
- I hate homophobes.
- I don't like superficial people. I really despise people who judge others by the way they look. We are so much more than what we can see... We live in a shallow society, but some of us are intelligent enough to realize that it is all based on bullshit.
- I always find something beautiful in each person, I will only consider someone ugly when I don't like what is inside them.
- I think that calling other people 'poser' is stupid. You must have real good reasons to do so, because there are posers, but we can't always fit in the stereotype, don't you think so? Listening to very different music styles doesn't make you a poser, and neither does being new within the sub-culture you choose.
- I AM NOT A GOTH. And I'm not saying it because I don't like them, I LOVE them, but I don't like labels, I'm just a mixture of many, many, many things =)
- I don't give explanations for what I do. If you don't like it, it's not my problem.
- I can be a real bitch when I want to, I'm very evil and cruel if you give me reasons to be so. However, if you're nice to me, I'll be a purring cat ^^ (jajajajaja XD)
- I hate kids! Kids terrify me... Thay are so disgusting and boring... I don't like innocence, that's probably why I despise them so much (and of course there's the fact that my childhood was AWFUL... Kids can be the most cruel creatures).
- I don't want to have a nice family, with a husband and kids. No, that's not me. My life is mine, just for me and my crazyness. I'll only share it with my friends, family, and boyfriend/girlfriend. I might get married some day, but don't even dream of seeing me as a mother!
- Even if I look like a very cold person sometimes, I love my friends and demonstrate it as much as I can.
- You can get close to me, I don't bite =)
Well...that's it for now.
If you took the time to read it: thank you ^^
Shadow de Lioncourt

My Interests

My Friends, Music, Singing, Writing Stories/Novels, Movies (Directing Movies *_*), Drawing, Traveling Around The World...

I'd like to meet:

People who are different from all this 'average human beings' we are surrounded by that wouldn't dare do what they like because they'd become 'weirdos'...
No mass-minders, no obssessive christians ^^

Music:



Industrial /EBM / Electro / Dark Wave / Noise / Black Metal / Death Metal / Gothic Metal/ Rock / ...
Psyclon Nine, Agonoize, Alien Vampires, Combichrist, Icon Of Coil, Amduscia, And One, Hocico, Gothminister, Zombie Girl, Blutengel, The Cruxshadows, Dope Stars Inc., London After Midnight, Shattered Glass Playground, Modulate, Snakeskin, Rammstein, Marilyn Manson, Lacrimosa, Deadstar Assembly, Deathstars, Cradle Of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Satyricon, Slipknot, KoRn, Murderdolls, Wednesday 13, Placebo, 30 Seconds To Mars, Sida Stereo, Gustavo Cerati...

Movies:

+ 'Interview With The Vampire'
+ 'Gypsy 83'
+ 'Queen Of The Damned',
+'Edward Sissorhands',
+ 'Requiem For A Dream',
+ 'Cradle Of Fear',
+ 'The Crow',
+ 'Corpse Bride',
+ 'The Nightmare Before Christmas'
+ 'Sweeney Todd' (...in general, all Tim Burton's movies)

+ 'Brokeback Mountain',
+ 'Bang Bang You're Dead'
+ 'Match Point'
+ 'Pride And Prejudice'

Television:

+ 'DEXTER'
+ 'Queer As Folk'
+ 'The L World'
+ 'As If'
+ 'Sugar Rush'
+ 'Criss Angel Mindfreak'
+ 'Dr. House'
+ 'The Tudors'
I usually check out all the movie channels to see what I find, or the History Channel, you might find something interesting there... And the music channels sometimes... I don't watch much TV really, I prefer the internet xD

Books:

+ Anne Rice's 'Vampire Chronicles'
+ 'Harry Potter' (The 7 books)
And my own stories...

Heroes:

+ LESTAT DE LIONCOURT!!!!!!! I Love The Vampire Lestat... He Reminds Me Of Myself Sometimes ^^ He's My Platonic Love, My Everything...
+ My Other Half, Who Has Saved Me More Than Once And Is Always There To Help Me Go On With This Life, She Is Everything For Me And No One Is Better Than She Is =) The Fact That She Has Been Hiding For A Very Long Time Doesn't Mean That She's Dead. Actually, She Will Always Be With Me...
+ My Friends!
+ Satan ^^ (XD)

My Blog

What the fuck is wrong with...me?

I'm so tired...So tired of being fucked up...I'm bored.This is SO boring...Have you ever felt like that?Isn't it awful?The same things going on over and over again...Like a never ending circle of trag...
Posted by §häÐøw dë Liøncøûr on Tue, 29 Jul 2008 08:55:00 PST

Blog

I have a new blog.I don't remember wether I posted the link of my old blog here or not...Well, it's private now anyway XDThis is the new one:http://shadowdelioncourt.blogspot.comPS: Most of it will be...
Posted by §häÐøw dë Liøncøûr on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 11:38:00 PST

A little change...

Should have done this a loooong time before...I realized (after several months) that I never wrote here about my fotolog change.Stupid me XDI decided to change it because the old one represents my pas...
Posted by §häÐøw dë Liøncøûr on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 08:00:00 PST

Algo que escribi, De mi para mi misma ^^

¿Qué se siente que la vida te pase por delante? ¿Qué se siente ver la vida desde afuera? ¿Qué se siente saber que no puedes competir con otros? ¿Qué se siente ver que el tiempo se te escapa entre los ...
Posted by §häÐøw dë Liøncøûr on Wed, 02 May 2007 07:28:00 PST

My Fotolog

This is my fotolog, hope u like it ^^ http://www.fotolog.com/murderdoll_666   PS: it's in spanish......
Posted by §häÐøw dë Liøncøûr on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:53:00 PST