Sometimes love,lust and life can be the most difficult part of growing up. people make mistakes, and some people even loose themselves in emotion. i have fucked up so much in the past few months. i have almost lost my whole life right before my eyes. but im going to work as hard as i can to fix wat i have destroyed. i am sorry to all that i have hurt in the past few weeks. give me a chance to show you that i can change. and that i can find myself. i realized that it wasnt the people around me. but it was myself. and i realized that i dont need to take care of myelf but rather we need to take care of eachother.
im in the pursuit of happiness, and im not gonna stop until im there...