Planet Pluto’s Last Request

Each and every endless embarkment starts with a final thought. The thought in my case was when I thought to myself 'Does the world cave in when I take a step forward? When I see new light in the sky, one that could be pointing at me, does the rest of the universe live in darkness, for that one moment when you see me at my best, would that be worth making my life into a metallic chemical "defense" weapon?' I was walking from a building. Describing it as a building would be misleading. I was walking away from a house. I did it because I was under the impression that shit stank, and people were lovely to be around. I still feel that way. The place I walked to was a corner store on the corner of a street in Tahoe. If when I arrived at the store, I decided to go back before going inside [it], I would have given up a great deal of energy that was felt from going inside. This giant hole is interesting enough to want to fall head first into.