survival horror, a void which can only be filled with drugs and loud fast music, bad haircuts, gaffer tape, friendship, trouble everyday, living vicariously through my record collection, troubled sleep, mimicking trains by whistling from trees, isolated depressives, libraries, the right side of my brain, lycanthropy, climbing trees, travelling back in time but aging normally
just some people.
bedhead, codeine, victory at sea, whitehouse, masonna, joy division, the vida blue, kolya, cocteau twins, the velvet underground, off minor, swans, end the agony, dystopia, charlottefield, the ex, leonard cohen, red house painters, prurient, lisa germano, rorschach, manrae, new blockaders, suicide, moss icon, flipper, klashnekoff, still life, wire, xasthur, yo la tengo, fugazi, galaxie 500, heroin, au pairs, mr lif, bardo pond, slowdive, my bloody valentine, jawbreaker, low, shudder to think, i hate myself, reversal of man, sonic youth, lydia lunch, immortal technique, the wipers, unruh, void, this heat, beat happening, unwound, throbbing gristle, slint, the pop group, grief, the obsessed, sleep, dirty three, gang starr, asunder, im being good, siege, the microphones, burmese, sun city girls, big black, immortal, weakling, mf doom, cranes, burzum, brighter death now, gang gang dance, ut, antioch arrow, cannibal ox, grey wolves, bikini kill, april march, skullflower, unrest, swing kids, blut aus nord, leviathan, cerberus shoal, double leopards, sickness, people under the stairs, atrax morgue, the softies, company flow, hototogisu, zaimph, ramleh, bone awl, roman torment, deathpile, public enemy, stockhausen, the pastels, bloodyminded, CCCC, mazzy star, nas, iron lung, wolves in the throne room, mouthus, pain teens, leopard leg, blood stereo, polly shang kuan band, hey collosus, skream, aesop rock, death in june, spk, hisato higuchi, fursaxa, jehst, braintax, white magic, earth, rusted shut
directors: david cronenberg, jess franco, dario argento, john waters, david lynch, alfred hitchcock, jim jarmusch, hisayasu sato, shuji terayama, richard kern, ingmar bergman, harmony korine, lars von trier, todd solondz, lucio fulci, larry cohen, woody allen, mike leigh, darren aronofsky, werner herzog, kôji wakamatsu, george romero, gregg araki, joe d'amato, jorg buttgereit, michael haneke, pasolini, peter greenaway, takashi miike, roman polanski, jean-luc godard, wong kar wai, larry clarke, abel ferrara, lloyd kaufman, wes anderson, spike lee, vincent gallo, lukas moodysson. other favourites....troma films, gialli/horror/arthouse/expolitation, taxi driver, pi, the american astronaut, celine & julie go boating, the science of sleep, harold and maude, sympathy for lady vengeance, oldboy, tetsuo, eraserhead, teen wolf, salo, a zed and two noughts, man bites dog, mysterious skin, the seven year itch, together, blue velvet, happiness, rushmore, the edukators, goodbye lenin!, heathers, buffalo 66, falling down, rosemarys baby, carrie, straw dogs, all about lily chou chou, home alone, the ice storm, mulholland drive, requiem for a dream, serial mom, naked blood, der todensking, videodrome
the wonder years, eerie indiana, twin peaks
aleister crowley, franz kafka, albert camus, peter sotos, j.g. ballard, hubert selby jr, daniel clowes, charles burns, donna tartt, simone de beauvoir, philip k dick, george orwell, anais nin, jd salinger, haruki murakami, adrian tomine, jean paul sartre, jacques derrida, georges bataille, freidrich nietzsche