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always and never

Only the one that inflicts the pain ... can take it away.

About Me




My Interests

BLEEDING, tattoos, my meds, serial killers, cold weather, the ocean, razor blades, drinking, music, skulls, watching movies, BLOOD, dancing, candles, knives, making out, HORROR - and trying to live one day at a time without having panic attacks or breakdowns. img src="http://profilejewels.net/grafix/drk_graphics/neverletgo 0zh.jpg" border="0"

I'd like to meet:

i started this page to stay connected with everyone that i met at the 2006 Horrorfind Convention in Baltimore, MD. (you are all fucking amazing !) i would also like to keep in contact with some of my old friends from Jacksonville, FL. okay, NOW - for all of you local SLC people - if i haven't already met you or know you through somewhere else, i'm only interested in meeting FRIENDS. so please don't ask me out, feed me bullshit lines or tell me that you want to 'hook up'. i'm extremely far from being mentally stable and i'm certainly not friendly - i'm alone for a fucking reason. well ... for a FEW reasons ... but the #1 reason being - that i WANT to be alone ... there's a certain dignity to it.

Music:

THE CURE, Placebo, Skinny Puppy, Sisters of Mercy, Lush, Curve, Tool, Joy Division, Rob Zombie, H.I.M., Janes Addiction, L7, Nine Inch Nails, 7 Year Bitch, The Cult, Hocico, Front 242, My Bloody Valentine, OZZY, The Jesus and Mary Chain, The Breeders, Concrete Blonde, CKY, Peter Murphy, White Zombie, Cyndi Lauper, Nirvana, Ministry, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Dido, ohGr, Adorable, New Order, Pat Benatar, Blondie, Black Sabbath, Keane, KMFDM, The 69 Eyes, Billy Idol, Portishead, Faith No More, My Life With the Thrill Kill Kult, Depeche Mode, David Bowie, The Pixies, Sade, Madonna, Revolting Cocks, Death in June, ISIS, Bauhaus, Prince, Danny Elfman ... AND basically almost all of the 80's 'brit pop' out there - Pet Shop Boys, Echo and the Bunnymen, When in Rome, The Human League, George Michael, The Eurythmics, etc. you should get the idea. there is actually SO much more - pretty much anything industrial, dark and gothic. i also like a little bit of classic rock ... and of course, i must mention the incredible and amazing NINA SIMONE.

Movies:

i used to have all of my movies listed here but my collection changes a lot - i don't feel like updating it. of course ... if you know me, then you know i have a few - mostly HORROR and comedy/dark comedy. i have too many favorites to mention but if you really want to know, just ask me.

Television:

Seinfeld, Family Guy, MXC, Cold Case Files, The First 48, South Park, Sex and the City (fuck off, it's a good show), Tales From the Crypt, Forensic Files, The Simpsons and of course, i like to watch plastic surgery shows.

Books:

i enjoy reading dark fantasy, psychology, erotica and coroner reports.

My Blog

I HATE ... continued ...

i hate accepting this ... but i don't trust anyone.i hate that the people that prompted me to post this were/are actually on my "friend" list ... i hate that the ones i really need to read this probab...
Posted by always and never on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 01:14:00 PST

some lyrics ....... ring true. FUCK YOU

Bringing down the rain from up aboveAnd shine a bright light on a sore subjectThe colors they are bendingThey're bending over backwards to grant us wishes AlmostBut they don't quite reachAlmostIt's n...
Posted by always and never on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 01:59:00 PST