***IF YOU LOVE ANIME/MANGA ADD ME***My nickname is Mev. I live in a small town somewhere in Pennsylvania USA. And no, for those that don't live in the United States Pennsylvania has nothign to do with Transylvania. It's not scarey in any way, except maybe the excessive use of drugs and statistically high elderly population.Have never moved in my life. Been through all the public schooling, ups and downs. Looking back it's amazing how brutal kids are at that age for no reason. Graduated top of my class yet going to a college feels like that doesn't matter anymore. More so when you're actually failing a math class. Oh well, everyone sucks at math these days.Always been a shy person. May not talk much yet I usualy know alot of things. That's what I tell myself anyway.Some things I do every days is computer, work, school, read manga, and draw. My favorite subject to draw are animals. With manga the themes range from gorry to the cute, it all depends on the mood. Can't say music is a big part of my life though.My first and only job ever is the one I am at now as a pharmacy clerk. The job consists of inputting refills into the computers, printing out labels, counting pills and labeling their bottles, putting them in bags, putting them in order of last names. ringing the customers out at the register and putting the unused pills back on the shelf. Nope, it's not exciting, can be fustrating. Everyone wants their pills now, can't understand it has to go through the computer for their insurance. And many of the people can't use the electronic signatures. In the end, I learn not to blame them, after all, it is the US goverment that had to go and make it so complicated.End of August will be my new semester for college. It'll be the third one but my first studio classes. Don't know what studio classes are but, ^^ lol, will find out. It's finally on something that I want to do, art. For the past year it's been nothing but acedemics and failing this math class only made me more pissed off about my life and my real reason for living.Yes, I have had feeling of suicide. I have little or no friends and the only person that truely loves me is all the way on the other side of the Atlantic. It's hard growing up, you have to give up your dreams, and face that you won't be like Oprah, you'll be a nobody to all but those few if you're lucky that will love you. I may not become a great artist, or be even that friend that is allowed to come along just to be "used" anymore but at least I'll cling on to scripting. I want to make a website some day, have a living off of it if I can.The last thing, and most important of all. I would love to live in portugal, visit it at least right now. For over a year and a half I've been in contact with my boy-friend who lives there. Being Portuguese he teaches me some as well and knows alot of cool and interesting things. I always say we are a perfect fit. All the things I don't know he does, and same for him. Great thing is I've already made plans to go see him this summer for two weeks. Yep, it's all paid and I have the tickets already, all that's needed now is gathering supplies. My trip will be from June 23rd, to, July 6th. If you care please send me your thanks as it's my first time flying and I am nervous...
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