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I have a lot going on in my mind, so it's kinda tough to explain myspelf...i'll give it a try tho:

I'm 36 yo, but unlike most of the guys my age, i look and act like i'm 10 yrs younger...and everyone who met or knew me can tell you that!!!

I'm not an overgrown kid, I just love living my life at its fullest...life is way too short to feel myself satisfied...maybe i will in the future, but for now all i want are challenges and God knows how pissed and bored i get during those days when nothing special's happening!!!

I love to push myself beyond my limits in everything i do, whether it's my job, or my sport...in other words, i'm a muthafukin WINNER!!!

Determination, tremendous confidence and a roaring drive i can't even explain where it comes from, are my staples...i know what i want, i know my goals and i knock the fuck down whoever gets in my way.

I want to be popular, i want to be a winner and i do whatever it takes to obtain it!!!

 

I can define myself like the quintessential Gemini...double personality:

The first impression i always want and try to give to ppl i meet is that of a good guy...i'm nice, loyal, easy going, open minded and i do believe strongly in many values that a lot of ppl seems to have forgotten like honesty, friendship, family...

I never get scared or intimidated but i never felt the need to act aggressive in first place...i think that true strength doesn't need to be shown off.

 

On the other hand, i have a Dark Side as well...there must be a serious reason to piss me off, but when i get upset...well...u better stay miles away because i don't even know how bad i could hurt you.

As i wrote before, i'm always a nice guy, but I can play dirty, be aggressive, violent and evil...

I do manage my eventual anger because like a grown ass man i am in control of myself and i do care abt the consequences of my actions, but hey...every human being has his limits!!!

 

Now a slightly different way to talk abt me and my life...

 

JOB: I work into a computer shop since 7 yrs and i'm getting sick of that shit...nothing more to say abt it.

 

SPORT: All my life has been abt sports, i did a lot of them especially speed bike racing (5 yrs), karate (7yrs, a black belt and 5 italian championships won) and now i'm deeply in love with Football and Bodybuiding...I bust my ass off at the gym every single day...i work hard, and i diet 365 days/yr...Doing this i became the biggest and strongest in my gym...And i still hold all the records for squat, bench press and deadlift. I set an example for the other guys training there and the sensation i get every time i walk into the weight room is awesome...One guy told me that when i walk in, it's like having 100 guys walking in...this is what i call motivation!!!

It's so tough when u have to do that aftr 9 or 10 hours of work, but it's my choice, and i like it.

Anyway i like Football the most...i love contact sports and football has everything: power, speed, violent collisions...I'd die to play linebacker for the Steelers!!!

 

FAMILY: I live with my mom and dad, an i have a younger brother named Alberto and a lovely 3yo nephew named Raul (my bro's son) who keeps calling me "Uncle Hulk"...i love them to death!!!

 

FRIENDS: I have alot of them here and there...i don't get to hang out with them too often, but when it happens it's always nice...

 

CHICKS: All the Italian girls had their chance with me and all of them lost it...i don't care anymore...I prefer American women, more easy going and way less bitchy...Actually i'm a sucker for American chicks...i dunno what it is but...no matter the color of the skin, of the hair, the size of the boobs...just be yourself and see what happens.

Well, be hot too...i will date you more easily...LOL!!!

Jokes aside, i can guarantee one thing to girls: complete honesty...I know that all the guys say so, but, believe it or not, i always tell you the truth...if something's wrong i don't make u understand it, i tell you plain and straight!!!

All women want to be respected and that's exactly what i do...i give them their space, i listen to their words, i help them when they need it and i expect them to do the same...When two persons are made one for the other, no problem is too big and nothing can be called a sacrifice...U just do it without being asked for!!!

 

MY FUTURE: In USA of course...Italy has nothing more to give me, so i'm gonna leave it ASAP in search for all those things that will finally make me feel accomplished. I still dunno where i'm gonna live exactly, what i know is that i'm looking for a job in a gym as instructor / personal trainer and then we'll see what's next.

Leaving my family will be painful, but i gotta do it...doing this, i will honor the sacrifices my parents did in the past to give me the chance to make my life extraordinary.

I've always been a good son to them and i helped them all my life the best i possibly could...now it's my time to shine!!!

 

PERSONAL QUOTE: It's from the movie "Coach Carter"...and it's the sum of my vision of life:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

 

That's almost all abt me...do u think u can handle that?!? ;-)