a new day | 
i have to apologize to everyone, for not being around much. to be honest, everyday i wake up has been hard and i feel lost. i dont know who i am cause i lost myself. i feel lonely but im kinda afraid ... Posted by  on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 06:38:00 GMT | 
lost for words | 
what do you talk about when everything you have to say seems pointless & selfish? to all the people i know... i havent a clue what to say? ive lost myself... i dont know who i am.
 
ive becom... Posted by  on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:16:00 GMT | 
and i thought it was over | 
darn this endless lonliness. it wouldnt hurt so bad if i wasnt abnadoned.  if i hadnt opened up my heart and have it broken again... the whole time i was thinking, i shouldnt, she'll prove to be selfi... Posted by  on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 14:20:00 GMT | 
I wish I never knew her | 
i never wanted to love her.yet i fell in love with her.i tried to resist and remain as friendsuntil i realized she had fallen for me as well.and with that i gave in, and confessed, yet still resisting... Posted by  on Mon, 19 May 2008 23:23:00 GMT | 
Im just a rolling stone | 
well, i havent worked it all out yet, but i plan on finding a rental agency who will watch over our house and rent it out to ppl, so i wont have to worry about paying for this house and that means 'fr... Posted by  on Mon, 19 May 2008 21:04:00 GMT | 
screw this town, im outta here! | 
alas! a hint of motivation, a view of purpose! i see a way out of the hole ive fallen into and that means 'i plan on moving outta this town/ and possible this state/ country very very soon. possible b... Posted by  on Mon, 19 May 2008 20:10:00 GMT | 
self liberation | 
i break free these chains ive bound myself with....  i break free to liberate myself from myself...  i want to love and to be loved. i dont want to care who i fall for anymore, because it doesnt matt... Posted by  on Wed, 14 May 2008 21:22:00 GMT | 
End | 
well, im back... blogging to myself again. tis cool. i like manifesting my thoughts here.anyways. "life"... the never ending subject, possibly overconsumed by my mind every waking hour.my life i still... Posted by  on Wed, 07 May 2008 08:55:00 GMT | 
Done | 
yep.done.lets all move on now. Posted by  on Wed, 07 May 2008 08:54:00 GMT | 
an evening spent researching with wikipedia | 
Freeganism is an anti-consumerism lifestyle whereby people employ alternative living strategies based on "limited participation in the conventional economy and minimal consumption of resources. Freega... Posted by  on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 19:58:00 GMT |