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THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY

~* Will you be my teddy bear? Or can i be yours?*~ ***RIP Sean D'Angelo, the best guy to all of us.*

About Me


You're Lingerie Bettie...look at you, you sexy
thang, your a little dark and maybe a little
depressed deep down. maybe you've been caught
a few times posing in front of that mirror of
your's.
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Capricorn - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.
You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.
You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.
Your negative traits:
Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your parnter's past.
You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.
You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not
Your ideal partner:
Is incredibly powerful and well respected.
Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.
Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.
Your dating style:
Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.
Your seduction style:
Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.
Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.
Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.
Tips for the future:
Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.
Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.
Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.
Best place to meet someone online:
eHarmony - they'll automatically match you with someone who's as driven as you are
Best color to attract mate: Dark green
Best day for a date: Saturday
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Your Rising Sign is Pisces
Dreaming and introspective, you're often lost in your thoughts. Which is okay by you... you're inner world is pretty darn awesome. And while you are inwardly confident, sometimes you seem a bit unsure. People often handle you more delicately than they need to. You love luxury, and even if you're a bit broke, you want things to look "rich." Mysterious and demure, you keep secrets about yourself to remain an enigma. What is Your Rising Sign?
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My Interests


You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampiric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!

Fallen Angel


58%

You are a Vampiric Elf!


58%

Vampire


33%

You are a Demon


33%

Black Witch


25%
What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)
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You scored as Fallen Angel. You my friend are a FallenAngel. You were amongst the closest to God, yet love led you down a path of self-destruction. You find yourself crying a lot, because of the pains of this world. Yes it is very crewl, yet you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. Follow your heart and you will find some of your former happiness.

Fallen Angel


58%

You are a Vampiric Elf!


58%

Vampire


33%

You are a Demon


33%

Black Witch


25%
What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)
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.. You scored as Red. You are a red rose! A red rose signifies love. You are someone who loves to be in love! You like all the romantic, sweet things in life.

Orange


67%

Red


67%

Pink


50%

Black


50%

Yellow


33%

White


33%
Which Color Rose Are You?
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.. You scored as Orange. You are an orange rose! An orange rose signifies desire. You generally want a lot of things, especially when you know you can't have them. You like material objects and winning means a lot to you.

Orange


67%

Red


67%

Pink


50%

Black


50%

Yellow


33%

White


33%
Which Color Rose Are You?
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You scored as Shadow walking. You have the ability to walk in shadows. A rare power not posessed by all vampires. Follow me, and experience all the powers the vampire enjoys.

Shadow walking


88%

Telepathy


81%

Perception


56%

Mind Control


44%

Shape shift


38%

Charisma


25%
What vampiric power do you most possess?
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You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.

Eyes full of Pain


58%

Mysterious


50%

Diamond Eyes


42%

Passion


33%
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

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"Close your eyes and let your memories embrace you"
In your past, (whether it be as a child, a certain relationship with someone or just a specific timeperiod) you found happiness. Now, however, you have lost it, and wish desperatly to go back and relive it all. Because you focus too much on what has already happened, you have a problem with the future and don't really wish to go there. You have mourned this loss for quite some time now, and are too used to it to let the familarity go. This situation is making you frustrated, because you can't do anything about it, but you remain unwilling to release your memories.
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Your word is: Hate. Your heart has been turned to black since you haven't experienced love, or maybe you felt love but got none in return. So if no one else is willing to like you, then why like them? You are now a very bitter soul, trying to find a place and perhaps someone who can co-exist with you. That can be a problem since you tend to keep away from most people and be rude, but maybe someday you will be okay again.
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Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through, it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only likes being with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're just hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway?
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Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you.
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The wanderer - The lost


The one who never has a place to belong. The outcast amongst people, Wanderers find life to be rather lonely. There is an empty feeling inside of them that they can't seem to get rid of. However, not all is pain for them. Despite what others might think, they are very much capable of being happy and sad. Due to the fact that Wanderers always feel misplaced -to some extent- some adjust to how others are, just to have a place to be. The others in this category tend to shy away from people, preferring their own company, certain that they don't fit in. Both categories however, do keep most of their personal thoughts inside.
Wanderers tend to wish for a place where they are meant to be, resulting in a lot of daydreaming. Personality wise they are, in fact, dreamers. It doesn't mean they believe that they wish for will come true. Their inner world is simply better than this one. Most Wanderers try to find their special place, no matter if they are a passive-aggressive or a fearless individual. It is something they are drawn to do by nature.
Wanderers are also found to be hard to truly satisfy. Nothing will ever be the way they would have preferred/wanted it to be, and they tend to be disappointed a lot. It is not that they are perfectionists, they simply want for something to feel "right". Because of this, they often second-guess things/actions/relationships. Low self-esteem is a high possibility, as they often doubt themselves.
As their hole in their heart is constantly there, they may be prone for depression, as rarely anything is giving them true satisfaction. One day they may find their personal heaven, but it is important they are not too caught up in fantasies, or else they might pass by it blindly, missing it forever.
Quote:"Illusion is the first of all pleasures." -Oscar Wilde


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Your power is: The ability to breathe under water


Explanation: When swimming, you don't need to get up and take a new fresh breath since you take in oxygen from the water. This allows you to stay in the water as much as you'd like. In good purposes it can save drowning victims. In evil purposes it can help you drag down a person to the depths and have them drowned. This power helps you escape the world, if even for a bit, since you have grown to despise it so much.
You have been a beaten dreamer with aspirations crushed. Now you try to control your hopes because you don't want to get hurt again. You feel there is no hope for you in the future and have no real goals. But unlike the Controller of Time you do still feel, even if it's mostly negative emotions. You have few friends, if any, and feel you are unable to speak about your troubles. And unlike the Transformer, you don't feel happiness nowadays. All seems to be filled despair whereever you go and you are bitter becaue the world has failed you. It didn't turn out the way you wanted it too and you feel betrayed. It is also likely the feeling of betrayal comes from past relationships where you were left alone in the end.
Negative aspects: Since you are highly depressed and not letting out your emotions properly there is a possibility for cutting, to let the emotions out. Also, if the feeling of despair grows to strong you might consider taking your life.


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Your power is: Clairvoyance


Explanation: Your power is that you can look into the future and see what is coming. How far and long you can look is all depending on your skill level. This can, as all powers, be used in both evil and good. Even if it may seem like a boring ability it is a huge responsibility for the carrier, becase they are constantly tempted with doing the wrongs deeds (e.g. cheat on a test). It takes high morals to not be brought down with it.
Therefor you fit with this power quite well. You take responsibility and do what is the right thing to do. This does not make you a saint, since you're only human after all. But it makes a trustworthy person and you are loyal to camrades and/or team mates. In school you were probably a good student. If you were social varies from person to person, but most clairvoyant people tend to prefer their own company or that of close friends and family. That is because you are wise and knows how to treasure the reliable in your life, since you know popularity can be a false element. You are also not that big on taking risks and prefer what is already explored. That is because you don't like suprises, they can turn out bad and then you won't be in control.
Negative aspects: Since you're always doing the right thing and being trustworthy all the time you can become frustrated. Also, all that you carry on your shoulders may stress you out. You need to relax to be in good mental shape.


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Your element is Earth. You have your feet on the ground and are in touch with reality. Some may say you need to lighten up, but you are just not that way. It's not that you don't enjoy having fun, you only find it in more calmer activities such as writing or reading a book. But before you have your fun you always make sure your work is done. You are considered the reliable one among your friends, you would never betray anyone just like and are not influenced on peer-pressure. Friends and family can always come to you for guidance because you are wise and smart. You know what is right and what is wrong and you study hard to become something big in the future. The bad side is that your friend/s feel ignored when you spend more time with books and papers rather with them. You are not such a people person and are sometimes a question-mark on how to behave around them at certain times. Luckily it always works out, somehow. Love is not really desired in your world right now, maybe in the future when you've got a work and so on under control. After all, you are a perfectionist.
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You are "Atwa" by System of a Down. You were a happy person, thinking you were loved, when in fact you were the opposite. Now, you can't find happiness again. Being unloved is not your thing, and you are now like a zombie, just walking around without a purpose. A living dead..
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Life is good and bad. You know it can never be perfect and that it never have been, and you're fine with that. You still feel it's important to live life since it can end any day and not sulk because of some little failure in life. You are often a happy person, still you don't laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm aura and most people feel comfortable around you.
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You are sad because of your grief
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You are an assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your job without mixing any emotions in it. In your life you have probably been hurt many times and have gotten some mental scars. This results in you being distant from people. Though many think that you are evil, you are not. What you really are is a person, trying to forget your pain and past. You are the person who never seems to care and that is why being an assassin fits you good. Atleast, that's what people think. Even if you don't care that much for your victims, you still have the ability to care and to generally feel. It is not lost, just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to noticed, and dress in black or other discrete colours. You don't being in the spotlight and wish people would just leave you alone. But once you do get close to someone you have a hard time letting go and get real down if you loose him/her.

Main weapon: Sniper
Quote:"The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes
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You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life right now and are unable to make decisions that pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't seem to get any better by whatever method you are using for now. There is a pain inside because of this and you feel helpless in your life, thinking you will never find your way back. But even though the path may seem dark you

I'd like to meet:

anyone who i can get along with and won't screw me in the end

****Chewy[8:34 PM]:

Sam was the earth's most beautiful girl
She brought life with her beauty
She made men stare and bow
Fulfilling her every duty
As she walked down the street
I too stopped and stared
Her with a grace uncompared
Birds chirped, angels sang
The earth trembled at her wake
I stared for quite awhile
Every inch of her my eyes wanted to take
From her long flowing hair
To her perfect soft feet
I would be in heaven
If our eyes would just meet
But alas she keeps walking
Making my glasses steam
There she keeps walking
The perfect dream
awww thanks chewy
Chewy [8:34 PM]: :-)
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Music:

i absoultely love all types or music....the only ones that aren't my real favs are: blue grass and opera......Sentenced, Ra, A Perfect Circle, The Dragonflies, Crash And Burn, MxPx, Midnight Syndicate, Rammstien, Pseudocipher, C.O.I, Slaves on dope, Sleepytime Gorilla Museum, 34 Below, Linkin Park, Match Box 20, Puddle of Mudd, Fuel, Unwritten Law, Sting, , Blake shelton, The Beatles, CCR, GNR, Santana, Steve Miller Band, The Who, Smile Empty Soul, Babyface, Crazy Town, Catch 22........yea that's not even all of it it's maybe 1/16 of my collection of music i like....

Movies:

toooo many

Television:

tripping the rift, CSI, forensic files, I-detective, anything animal planet, myth-busters, shark week, FBI files, ATHF, regin, Adult swim, and i can't think of the others right now so i'd have to get back to ya....

Books:

anne rice's sleeping beauty collection, beserker and a few others.....

Heroes:


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oh hell yea

i got  car lol. its crud but it's a car. call me peoplez so i can do stuff. i can finally go places.
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:23:00 PST

painting the walls blue

why is it when ever i try to help some one i have to sacrifice so much in order to do it. i end up hurting others and i don't even mean to. i can't take this shit much longer. i try and try and all i...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 04:46:00 PST

"that damn marijuana!"

OTTAWA, Canada (Reuters) -- Canadian troops fighting Taliban militants in Afghanistan have stumbled across an unexpected and potent enemy -- almost impenetrable forests of marijuana plants 10 feet tal...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 09:36:00 PST

bitter sweet amusement

well lets see.... i'm still working at foxwoods... met some really awsome guys.... they are from lithuania. met some from poland and other places....but  lithuanians are my favs so far... there's...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 12:01:00 PST

on fucked up happy go lucky world....

but eh... yea life is messed up right now so it's fun... i have no money to go to school and i can't get a lone cuz i have no credit and my family has bad credit so i'm screwed all over on that plus i...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 05:09:00 PST

quizzes

You Are 68% Brutally Honest http://images.blogthings.com/howbrutallyhonestareyouquiz/bru tal-4.jpg" height="100" width="100">Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for peo...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 08:58:00 PST

break free and run or break down???

well as most of you know i've been in a very rough situation.... kinda of lost what to do about it.... i have to find a new home for two of our "geusts" or pay money to keep them.... i fucked up my ca...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Mon, 17 Jul 2006 09:48:00 PST

sean we miss you

Sean D'Angelo   Groton - Airman Recruit Sean A. D'Angelo, 20, died Monday, July 3, in Oakdale as a result of a drowning accident. He is the son of Salvatore "Sal" and Roda R. (Almonia) D'An...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 01:05:00 PST

i hate the number 3

i hate the number three everything bad seems to come in three and on three...a good friend of my closest friend just died yesterday. i spent most of the night in shock and crying my eyes out... the su...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 11:15:00 PST

My SIN is..........envy

why do i hate my life so much......i look at other people's and think why couldn't i be happy like that... instead of sitting here every night crying my eyes out trying to get rid of the pain that i h...
Posted by THE RAIN SOUNDS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN YOU ARE LONELY on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 10:07:00 PST