My life and My struggle... |
The struggle within is worse than I thought it would be...... I am not having an easy time with life right now. I seem to be running in place right now..... I'm trying to make it, but for right now, I...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 07:43:00 GMT |
Just some lines from my head and how I feel... |
So this is where I am...I am under strict supervision by my parents and those around me. I need it says my loving father. In his words he is scared to death for me. Worried about me sneaking back to m...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:29:00 GMT |
I always thought I was in love........ |
I always thought I was in love. I always believed in love. I accepted the actual truth. The pitiful reality of my relationships. The love that I was buried under was nothing more than a horrid pile of...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 00:02:00 GMT |
In the mood for love.... |
I'm in love. Period. I don't care what anybody thinks. Fuck the haters. I'm happy. Aren't you happy for me? Damn. This is the love that I have been dreaming about my whole life. He is my everything. R...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 00:13:00 GMT |
Life |
I am happy. I don't know how long this is going to last, but I hope that it lasts for a long time. I am pretty sure it will. He is a real sweet guy and respectful and just an all around wonderful guy....
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:21:00 GMT |
Nothing is the matter....I swear..... |
I feel just fine right now....
I don't know why everybody is so worried and so jittery around me.
What did I do wrong to make all these people so wierd???
All they do is follow me around and make me p...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:16:00 GMT |
Life in the Tar Pits of Hell |
The soothing dark liquid flows through my veins, helping to mask the pain and quicken my euphoric state of mind. I sit back and wait for the minute I can't feel anything else, suddenly something start...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 02:23:00 GMT |
Love is still here... |
So love is still here. I didn't think that I was capable of allowing it back in. It's here and I'm really enjoying it. I love him. He loves me.
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 04:40:00 GMT |
Oh so that's what that means... |
So I was actually thinking about somebody who I have not thought about in a whole amazing 6 days. The only reason I had eschewed his memory is because now, for as long as it will last, I have somebod...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jan 2008 08:37:00 GMT |
Forever alone...... |
False feelings of happiness are my only friends. I do not understand how people can have a genuine sentiment anything like that. That exact feeling eludes me every time I attempt to replicate it. No m...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 14:00:00 GMT |
