kwish

i've gone through the fire and water, through fall and spring. and it has made me what i am today. something out of ordinary. something you will probably never understand. something more than strawberries in milk..and i lost the most terrible game of all. but it didn't make me give up. i put cent to cent and now i have my own kingdom with queens, kings and elfs. i feel fantastic. i smile. i'm artist and i dress my kingdom in colours and sounds.i love abstract things. i need summer. i love music. i make music. i play music. i sing. i read. and i draw. i'm creative. i love changes. other people would call me weirdo but i still listen to that ding dong music. i love photography. and reading blogs. and pretty dresses. i like a special spectrum of colours. i wish i saw my world in these colours. and i want a typewriter. no stolen smiles anymore. i catch wind. and sun. i want to go to safari and see the real africa. i love pencils. and photos of colourful baloons. ..and we're walking in the rain. i want to write a book. about my kingdom and the world around me. I feel so...blah. It's a weird feeling. i've forgiven. nothing feels better than knowing it's one way ticket. and soon i'm out of here. soon.
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