oneexperience

...i'm neurotic about things that nobody should be neurotic about. have you ever sat for hours and thought about the simplistic things that we take for granted, like a match? i do. my imagination is so over-active that i can get lost in it and find myself in strange places when i snap out of it. this is why i can't be left alone. it's also why i love music so much. it keeps me grounded and focused. i'm very unmaterialistic until you catch me in a best buy or a newbs. being a three year-old is my favorite vice, but i'm the most responsible person my friends know. if that makes any sense. my life is built around logic, but i believe in the unreal...and no, i'm not religious. though i am somewhat superstitious. i could be a self-described paradox, but i have no ego to take the credit for that claim. my shyness makes me look pretentious, which is an observation that i've never understood. my opinions are meaningless unless you put stock in them. i hate family because they judge, and i love friends because they unconditionally love. my daughters are better than you...