killjames

1994.....By the end of the year Wacked ask me to join his new form and take care of the vocal parts and lyrics of Grausig. After Long Journey of the band and being left by some of their members. Then Grausig is back on stage with the new formation, darker and heavier than ever. The best formation was Killjames - Vocals Wacked - Guitars Bobby - Bass Denny - Drums These formation has reach their unbelievable achievement in creating our own brutal taste of music and lifestyle. But living in the fast lane was kinda though. Grausig drown in drugs and alcohol, Wacked left the band, along with bobby need to rebuild his personality, they were replaced by Ricky on guitars and St. Ino on bass, actually this line up has really got something to talk about, Grausig goes major, the musical structure became stronger. from the outside Grausig might look even better but from the inside they turning into a hypocrite. The rest of the boys would go higher by slowing changing the musical style. Such a shame... Grausig was actually my frontier...But the last formation was a bunch of asshole's. So I left those motherfucker's behind! I believe I've done my part, the thing's I wanted to be, I've reach my childhood dreams to have a great yet fast and brutal band of mine...While those fuckers just reach nothing! As a matter of fact I feel sorry for the rest of them...I still remembering the early days I joined them, the founder of the band Wacked, he is the man! Bobby, my blasphemical brother they were my all time favorite... As some of you might know, I start everything from nothing! I don't talk too much, because I'm sick of talking about bullshit. Long ago I start the journey with Grausig definitely from nothing, and I became something, I work my ass on it. I bet on it. I put everything I got into it. I lost my normal life, I lost my future, I lost it all. I start as an asshole on the street! I've been through what you called overdose just before it became a fucking trend. because of drugs, before you know it, I've been dead, twice! When I'm with the band, a lot of fuckers think they're equal, but those losers remain nothing until today. I'm not a posers who ever said, we're a satanical band, I'm a satanist, but ended up mocking other people's god! You better fucking know damn well what and who exactly that I mean, you just a bunch of hypocrite! If you believe in something just live through it. For me there's always silence is the golden rule. Don't too much nagging about it, don't ever be proud of something you're NOT! When I left the band, I lost all the shit I've achieved. I start from being another nothing. Yet I worked on everything I've got and what I want, again and again! Got stab in the back, betrayed, you know all those shit. What you got is what you paid! Now, I'm a project Director in a five star hotel in central Jakarta. I simply got everything I want, because I fucking deserved it. Very soon I hope, Grausig can go back on stage for a reunion gigs, just like the old times, not just for the sake of old glory, but of course to say goodbye in a proper way... We just need a little bit extra time to deal with our own personality and ego to be together again... These days, there might be a lot of major changes, but you will see, deep inside, who is the blackest hearted person on this planet! Remember, YOU COULD NEVER BE SOMETHING YOU'RE NOT!!!