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©is©o kiÐ

: i hear your counting sheep again mary jane : whats the point in trying to dream anymore : i hear y

About Me

i have a fairly decent life. i have a man who loves and respects me and loves my kids too. we have a dog named rusty who loves to tear up everything, but hes still funny and cute. we go out on our boat all the time and just enjoy life as it comes. i hope this year brings better things for me. i dont have much money but make do. i would love to be able to give my kids everything, but i know i cant. eventually i will be in the postion to where i am comfy and dont have to worry about money. i am truly blessed to have met robert. he is funny and outgoing and i love it. on the outside layer people think we are a complete mis-match, but in reality we have the things that matter in common. he has the best hug and an amazing soul. his sister is just like my own, i love her to death and enjoy every minute i get to spend with her. his family has taken in my kids as if they were always a part of their family and i will never forget that. life for the most part is good.

My Interests


i am very different than any girl out there. let me put that out there first off. i love art. i am a graphic artist and photographer. i collect art and display mostly only my own art in my home. mainly because im too broke to continue my collection. but eventually my home will be full of art from around the world. i also love choppers. my father owns jzriders. i was rasied around bikers and people who love to party. so like my dad i can hold my own. well usually. i also enjoy hanging out with my friends, playing pool and darts. i am totally horrible at those games, but its fun. i am trying to learn how to love myself and stop being so hard on myself.

I'd like to meet:

i am content with the people around me but wont reject the chances of new friends. i am simply not out there looking. robert is my best friend.


Music:

i love anything and everything. i love music. i cant sing for shit but i sure as heck love to sing in the car and in the shower. thats what volume control is for, so you cant hear me.sublime, bob marley, nofx, mxpx, mystikal, snoop dogg, jim jones, petey pablo, rancid, tori amos, poe, pink floyd, u2, tom petty, jay-z, dj unk, ak1200, diesel boy, dj icey, mario waynans, spring heeled jack, less than jake, the pilfers, the offspring, johnny cash, usher, jamie fox, citizen cope, lagwagon, alakline trio, nwo, nelly fertado, akon, young jeezy, gucci mane, rick ross, 50 cent, baby boy, the doors, chamillionaire, avril, the wallflowers, xtina, fall out boy, diddy, puffy, beyonce, alicia keys, stone temple pilots, fuel, fetch, pj harvey, steve miller band, aphrodite, easy e, the fray, the cranberries, evenescence, korn, limp bizkit, justin timberlake, missy elliot, lil kim, swv, kc and jojo, green day, pot usa, nin, marylin manson, rasheeda, john lennon, eric clapton, creedence clearwater revival, the killers, the donnas, zz top, the beetles, the rolling stones, nirvana, violent femmes, bethovan, bach, hole, garbage, smashing pumpkins, deat cab for cutie, dashboard confesionals, rage against the machine, the cure, the white stripes, sex pistols, the bouncing souls, pennywise, yeah yeah yeahs, eve6, jimmy hendrix, mika, cypress hill, warren g, coolio, ice cube, paul van dyke, moby, gwen stefani, incubus, dj am, juvenile, trick daddy, lit, ludacris, they might be giants, the misfits, the ramones, iggy pop, dead kennedys, dropkick murpheys, minor threat, bone thugs, tupac, master p, busta rhymes, eminem, bob dylan, june carter, the nappy roots, 311, junior maphia, mobb deep, beastie boys, mos def, lionel richie, and so much more that i cant pull out of my ass. Music Video: Clumsy by (Fergie)

Movies:

i like horror movies the most, always have. i was raised on them. i also love comedies. im no sapp- i am not big on romance movies, i think they are unrealistic. maybe because i havent ever had anyone love me like that, but things change and maybe they already have.

Television:

im not a tv fan- it rotts your brains. but on occasion i do enjoy the history channel, tlc, court tv, msnbc, the discovery channel, the animal planet and most of the movie channels. i dont do mtv or vh1. reality tv is more unrealistic than anything i have ever seen. i love miami ink. and i like the chopper shows. i have to support the industry for my pops.

Books:

i love to learn. i read a lot of books that are historic. mythology and anything to deal with arts inspire me and intrigue me. i also love horror stories. being scared is fun sometimes.

Heroes:

my mom, who is also my angel. she protects me every day. i really wish i still had her because i am so lost and i feel so alone. i dont know what to do with myself and i dont think anyone will ever love me like she loved me. when she died a part of me died and i still dont know how to recover from it.

My Blog

mondays? the pointless abtribute of the week!

i am in desperate need of a latte. i must go and get one. i tossed and turned all night. i hate that so much. why cant i just be normal and sleep. my eyes are stingy too. i was all emotional and what-...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 05:57:00 PST

kenna has been neglecting you all

sorry i havent been online much- i have been chillin and all so you know. last night me, robert, tracy, cheryl, ronnie and nicole drank at my house. so now i think i am going to be sick. i am drained....
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 09:15:00 PST

i am very crazy

just thought you should know. it is a wonderfully perfect 50 degrees outside. so nice, and i am enjoying ice cream for lunch. call me nuts or whatever, i just thought it would be tastey, and i was rig...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 10:41:00 PST

today

about to go feed some ducks andplay at the park for a bit, we are gonna make a picnic too. then i will do the office cleaning- can you feel the excitement in my words? haha. anyway so i guess i really...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 08:15:00 PST

i like undies

went to the mall with tracy today. the kids had fun they got to see santa. im about to cook dinner. i spent money that i shouldnt have! but they had these cute underwear and i liked them a lot. i am g...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 03:20:00 PST

lodi dodi

so this is my friday night- wow fun. it has been one hell of a year. cant believe its pratically over. my new goals for next year are simple. 1) do well in school  2) buy a house  3) get me ...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 05:17:00 PST

happy friday its about damn time

friday is here. i did my political science shit last night, so i am gonna clean house tonight and watch a flic. maybe i will wrap some of these presents that i have here. then saturday morning if i am...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 05:26:00 PST

buzzing bee bumblee

so far i have done so much today. i have all of my old paperwork sorted through and i reorganized my desk- its all clean now. i brought my book with me so after i finsih this yummy tiauanna flats food...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:18:00 PST

im the queen of waiting till the bitterest end

yeah i am still attempting to start this paper. i have to get the rest ofthe research going. i am getting there, but my show is on so i am not concentrating as much as i should. kenna is bad!  to...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 06:37:00 PST

i am so sick of it

these superintendents are such assholes. they really erk my every last nerve. ed lombarte with lennar is the worst of them all. nickle and dimer. he tried to swindle us today. we gave him a price for ...
Posted by ©is©o kiÐ on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 11:45:00 PST